RaynOfFire Posted November 23, 2013 Posted November 23, 2013 OK.. here we go.. Ive been in a relationship for 3yrs. We moved in with each other after only 6 months. We have never really been thru a separation period.. but we have had major issues that we were willing to work out. He has cheated and lied to me so many times and I took him back.. y? I loved him.. But at this point my love feels like its all dried out. He claims hes being faithful and all that good stuff.. and personally whether he is or not.. I kind of don't care.. ( how mean is that?) Im not as affectionate as I used to be.. I don't want to be around him anymore.. he brung this stupid dog in that im allergic to and doesn't care.. he just makes me sick. Ive been fighting with myself for over a year now. About staying or going..10%of me believes this can work.. and the other 90% is like girl go.. Ive never had an issue breaking it off with someone.. but in this situation I don't know how to.. I know hes going to make it hard.. I know hes going to harass me afterwards. We have built so much together that even after a break up we have to communicate and it sucks.. Im beating myself up over this because im just afraid of the outcome. I really feel like I have no one to talk about this stuff to because ive also lost so many friends due to this relationship.. Thanks for reading..
me85 Posted November 23, 2013 Posted November 23, 2013 Boy do I know how you feel. I'm sorry for your situation. You need to move on. It sounds like your BF doesn't really respect you just wants to control you maybe (as did mine) Free yourself from this person. 1
Author RaynOfFire Posted November 23, 2013 Author Posted November 23, 2013 thanks.. im going to try.. everytime I get to that point im all like.. What if it sucks being alone..? im willing to find out.. I know he can feel it.. Occasionally he seems so unhappy with me.. All this you don't do this and you don't do that blah blah.. I wonder if hes going thru what I am..
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