will it be too late for NC?

[nneehhaa]

ok, my ex broke up with me.

But we keep calling each other to check if the other is ok...

Also he is leaving for India tomorrow.

He says he will let me know once he has reached..call on new years...and occasionally thereafter...

I want to hear from him while he is in India...

but I want to follow no contact once he is back...

do u think that is ok?

it will be very hard for me to wonder if he reached that far..is he ok and things like that..!

is it ok to tell him that it will best not to talk once he is back...

[Pocky]

Why do you want to do no contact?

[nneehhaa]

coz he broke up with me...

and i need to heal..

i am in love with him and i wont be able to see him ignoring me..

i wont be able to see him dating others...

[Pocky]

Then stop talking to him now. There's no reason for him to call you when he gets to India. There's no reason for him to call you for the New Year. Stop talking to him if that's what you need to heal.

[alphamale]

he must be going to india to marry the "suitable match" his family has found for him

[nneehhaa]

Nope he isnt going to do that!

 

But I will do that the day I am over him!

 

and guess what i msged him today...how did the closing go for his new house..he said it went well and he said he was busy trying to finish something.. Then he said he does not want me to msg/call him too often.

 

So I blocked him

 

and I send him an email saying..i will be out of sight and out of mind and i was just trying to be there coz he is takign a big step...

btu i told him whether he calls or not..from India or before India..I will be fine...wehether he calls now or never!

 

so now i am angry...and i dont wanna talk to him ever..but i know by evening ill be thinking OMG he'll eb goen for 3 weeks tomorrow..let me call him one last time..etc.etc. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH since when did i become so freakign weak...!