Author Vinsanity1307 Posted November 17, 2013 Author Posted November 17, 2013 So just over 4 months post break up and still grieving and dealing with the pain . I thought I was getting a tad bit better but it seems the past 2 weeks I have regressed without any reason. My sleep pattern has gotten worse. I am tossing and turning all night analyzing the relationship. i know I try to think of something else but she overtakes my mind. I have a notepad next to my bed to write as well. After I finally fall asleep after numerous hours of tossing to wake and dread the day ahead without her. I even downloaded photos of her to my phone of us that I cant delete and look at once a day. Counseling is not helping , and after 6 sessions I dropped the counselor.It has even got to the point where I started writing my suicide letter. I just cant go on . As most know she lives 50 yards from my house. Which is torture. I just dont know what to do anymore and feel like I have reached my breaking point. Why is it still so painful Here is my original story\ http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/breaks-breaking-up/417902-dumped-after-5-years
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