geegee81 Posted November 17, 2013 Posted November 17, 2013 Hi everyone, im kind of new to this forum. I had a best friend for 15 years, that i supported, helped, gave money, and was very loyal too. We are 32 years old now.We met in highschool. Her and i lived different types of lives. I went to graduate school and worked/while she dated a lot of guys and didn't have many goals at that time. But we still had fun togther for many years. About 4 years ago she began to changed, hang with a different crowd, and befriended one of my enemies. She began to date a mentally ill man that was heavily medicated with mood stabilizing drugs...He hated me and always caused conflict and lies and negativity. Then she slept with a guy that tried to rape me a few years before. He dumped her directly after she slept with him. So she began hanging with people that tried to hurt me in the past. I was devastated. I never would have done anything like that to her. I felt hurt and abandoned. This happened about 3 years ago. I stopped talking to her, and i will never be able to trust her again. I thought we were sisters. So i have moved on and made new friends. These friendships are developing... I hangout and party with these party girls (grown women that like to go out). But i just miss having that close bond. Im not sure if i will ever be able to give my heart away to a friend again. I rarely think about my ex best friend.... But when i do, i just miss having a friend that i can tell anything to. And i wonder why i deserved to be treated badly. It seems harder to meet close friends when were older. Thanks for reading...I just had to vent that.
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