Zimmer Posted November 15, 2013 Posted November 15, 2013 Hey there everyone I usually have my closest frnds to talk to about such matters but this seemed like something I couldn't talk to anyone about. I have know a Girl for 4 months and she is simply AMAZING!!! I can't stop talking about her once I start She is my best friend. The thing is we met over facebook. I used to write poems and philosophical theories for different pages and I found her there. We became frnds and in less than 3 days we became really good friends. She is the kind of person i can tell anything and everything. She is very understanding and she gets me so dammmn well I love her so dammmn much :3 ... We live like a thousand miles apart. I am from Bangladesh (plz don't criticize my country. We are just poor and victimized by the by the rich and powerful ) and she is from KSA. We txt each other every single day and talk about everything thay's going on with us. She shared her secrets and about her ex's so did I. We could tell whenever some one is feeling down. I support her mentally and give her advices whenever she feels broke and she humors me whenever i'm down. We skype like once or twice a week too and watch movies together while over skype (i know it sounds stupid but she likes to know about my opinions and enjoys having me on the other line). So.. Last night we were chatting over Wats-app. Ohh before that let me tell you guys, she is a great student. A supppeeerrr nerd Whenever my mom found me online she would txt to check up on me and see if I was talking to HER. She would joke and say 'stop wasting her time and let her study' (mom was joking) But I took it personally all the time :/ I saw this affect she was having beong frnds with me. She was listening to music all the time and caring less about studies. So I was just telling HER last night how I felt I was being a bad influence on her as she was not studying during her 'study time' and she said 'Wth are you talking about' 'fine if u want it that way. I will block You' (we always troll each other and once i posted troll pics on her fb and she said she wud block me and i said she wudn't and she didnt) So i thought she was joking now too. But she wasn't. She left me a message in ask.fm and I quote- "DON'T ANSWER THIS u were the one who said i shud stop hanging out with u. cuz u got a BAD influence on me? now i did just wat u told me to. i know the people i hang around with. nd being my best friend this is wat u say me! good job! u got just wat u askd for! (y) Then she blocked me on facebook and wats-app -_- I was sad and pissed.. I posted from my other account but i guess she didnt see it yet ( she is either busy with something else i guess. She doesnt sleep on the weekends much). Don't you think its quiet odd she BLOCKED me :/ I mean I love her a lot and she actually had a great influence on me. She makes me want to be a better person. And she is coming over next year permanently. And we will be going to the same uni too!! I just want to know, is she sad about the statement I made of having a bad influence on her or is she actually mad at me. Cause i can tell u this much she doesn't have a boy friend or even wants one. Even though we live a thousand miles away she tells me EVERY SINGLE THING. At times I could tell she takes me to be more than just best frnds and I do too!!! She anwered a 'thoughts about zimmer' and it was VERRYYYYYYYY long and touchy :') I can't stop thinking abot this!!! Please I am earnestly requesting You guys to help me out on this one. Our relationship might not be the same again but I CAN'T LOOSE HER!! I would loose a limb if I have to keep her :'/
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