Chatmonkey Posted November 10, 2013 Share Posted November 10, 2013 So just to recap, my first ever girlfriend who I was in love with broke up with me. This was real love, and she loved me back. On September 26. Thursday around 3pm... she broke up with me. I went through a really depressed week after that, but left to rejoin Uni in another state, away from it all. I was feeling great. I wasn't sure why I felt like I had gotten over her so fast. I was the fittest I have ever been, more focused and very motivated to achieve my goals... She even contacted me saying she'd like to talk and catch up, which I was happy to do. We tried to schedule a call time but we both either slept in or wanted to change it. Eventually it just didnt happen. A week later (now) she texts me wanting to still have that catch up talk, but something changed. As soon as i saw her name on the text this time, my heart just started pumping and i got that feeling in my stomach, almost like butterflies. I replied back that I just would prefer it if we maintained little contact for now. Why is it that for about a month i felt like i was moving on fast but now I seem to be regressing. It's not just that she contacted me now, when she contacted me before i was fine and looking forward to catching up. But the second time she contacted... I dunno... I seem to have realised im not as over her as i thought. It was blowing my mind that i felt i was recovering so fast. I guess it was false.. I really miss her Link to post Share on other sites
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