girlwithabrokenheart Posted November 5, 2013 Posted November 5, 2013 I hate how... My feelings about him/our relationship changes daily. Sometimes even hourly. He started seeing someone else soon after our break up. But, she isn't nearly as pretty as me No one in my family really understands how much this break up has affected me. I now have no idea what to do with my life. I cry almost everyday. My favorite places are the car and the shower. I'm always doing everything alone. I don't have anyone to call before I go to sleep to say good night, I love you. I have to see my ex weekly due to being in some college classes together. I can't yet go workout because it reminds me of the workouts we did together. I can't go out and have a good time at the bars without thinking about him. I lost most of my friends because of my relationship and I failed to make friends while we were together, so therefore my friends list is now limited. Whenever I see a cute guy at the bar, I feel the need to go talk to him, even when I shouldn't because I'm not nearly ready to be with other guys yet. I feel like people I know look at me differently now that I'm single, even though they probably don't. I can't text him to tell him interesting/funny things like I used to. I'm sure I could think of more later. What do you hate the most about your break up healing period? 1
Anethen Posted November 5, 2013 Posted November 5, 2013 I hate dealing with Being alone, not having anyone to cuddle and have movie nights with, having dreams about him, hearing my friends say they saw him with his new girl, not having anyone truly understand what I'm going through, feeling like I will never be able to find someone who I can truly have a connection with again. The list could go on and on lol
MoooOinkBaaa Posted November 6, 2013 Posted November 6, 2013 Yep those feels, I hate feeling like I'm hanging from a nostalgic rope that's lowering over an empty black hole. I hate dreaming about her. The first week were happy memory dreams. The second week she was breaking up with me and ignoring me. Now every dream I'm just invisible watching her move on with her life. *hugs for everyone*
30andsad Posted November 6, 2013 Posted November 6, 2013 Yes, the dreams are a terrible reminder. In mine, I am aware of the break-up and it is happening, but the facts are better than the reality. For instance, in one she said to me, but this is only for 5 months and then I'll be back -- I promise. Only to awake and realize she is gone and the reality is likely much more finite
penultimatethrow Posted November 6, 2013 Posted November 6, 2013 I hate how... My feelings about him/our relationship changes daily. Sometimes even hourly. No one in my family really understands how much this break up has affected me. I now have no idea what to do with my life. I cry almost everyday. My favorite places are the car and the shower. I don't have anyone to call before I go to sleep to say good night, I love you. I can't yet go workout because it reminds me of the workouts we did together. I feel like people I know look at me differently now that I'm single, even though they probably don't. I can't text him to tell him interesting/funny things like I used to. These ones really stood out for me as being my current struggles the constant changes of mood... now I'm euphoric, now I'm anxious, now I'm angry, now I'm depressed, now I miss her, now I'm glad I'm free of her. Ouch. Missing talking to her, telling her all the funny thoughts when they occur to me. Missing her laugh Then I remember all the bad bits and realise how much better off I am now and hold out hope that eventually I've have gone through all the pain and emerge a better wiser person. Feels a long way off right now though...
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