hurts2death Posted November 3, 2013 Posted November 3, 2013 just returned from work...which is not going that well... she is on my mind again. as the winter enters i can feel the flashbacks .all the walks we did in the cold winter last year and then returning to our room 214. i chose it this number cause the first date happened on 14th. now we already growing much apart. i grieve some times ., some times i get angry. some times a tear might pop up but i let it go ... i would give everything to turn back time. couldt take it anymore and did some serious workout. now i am so tired,... she is like cancerous cell in my heart. good night all. i hope one day we find some cure and kill the pain that goes around this forum section and in our souls. -john 1
aaron11892 Posted November 3, 2013 Posted November 3, 2013 I feel your pain bro, we ALL do...We'll all get through this man, stay strong 1
loveofhorses1970 Posted November 3, 2013 Posted November 3, 2013 So sorry you're hurting. It gets better with time and distance.
mikejensen3355 Posted November 4, 2013 Posted November 4, 2013 I know how it feels dude. It's going to be a long, cold, hard winter for me. I'm going to do the best I can. But I know there's still some pain ahead. Hopefully we all will get through it one day. 1
Author hurts2death Posted January 12, 2014 Author Posted January 12, 2014 i got a touch of how freedom feels.it will come eventually.I know how it feels dude. It's going to be a long, cold, hard winter for me. I'm going to do the best I can. But I know there's still some pain ahead. Hopefully we all will get through it one day.
Fufu Posted January 12, 2014 Posted January 12, 2014 just returned from work...which is not going that well... she is on my mind again. as the winter enters i can feel the flashbacks .all the walks we did in the cold winter last year and then returning to our room 214. i chose it this number cause the first date happened on 14th. now we already growing much apart. i grieve some times ., some times i get angry. some times a tear might pop up but i let it go ... i would give everything to turn back time. couldt take it anymore and did some serious workout. now i am so tired,... she is like cancerous cell in my heart. good night all. i hope one day we find some cure and kill the pain that goes around this forum section and in our souls. -john Sometimes, it will get worse before it gets better. Part of healing. I like the fact you are doing serious workout, doing sports and exercise does help a lot in emotional well being. You will get rid of the pain for sure. 1
barky2 Posted January 12, 2014 Posted January 12, 2014 (edited) John what you felt for her, you'll feel again...if not more. I want you to switch your thinking from past to future. Think " man I can't wait to do this" or " man I can't wait to feel this way" Get excited bro. It's going to happen. I was with someone for 10 years, when we broke up I thought I'd never love someone as much as I loved her. Guess what, I love my now gf more than I loved my ex, and I never knew it was possible. We've been together for a year now, and we're still in the " honeymoon" phase. I don't think we'll ever get out of it, we're a better match than me and my ex was. Chin up. Keep fighting. One day it will pay off. Barky Edited January 12, 2014 by barky2 2
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