Isabella82 Posted December 14, 2004 Posted December 14, 2004 I am so done, I am done with feeling sorry for myself. I am done with asking myself questions over and over again that only he can answer. Why did he lie? Why did he fall out of love with me? How could he just get up and leave and never look back? Didn't I mean anything to him at all? My answer to all of this Who the F**K cares?? He is a human being, one on this whole entire planet. He did all this stuff to me because #1 he doesn't care and #2 obviously the relationship didn't mean much to him at all. Actions speak louder then words. He sure sounded good, but in the end treated me like trash. I decided I am not longer going to call my mom up and put her in the agony of asking why over and over again. I am a sweet person, a cute girl, and I am young and it is just ridiculous to have this guy, a dumbass to ruin my life. I am starting to realize that I am young and I need to be more mature about this whole situation, take it for what it was, and move on. I shouldn't care what or who he is doing, it is over. There are many other people in the world that have it so much worse then me, and there are many people in this world that are even unhappily married, at least it ended now, instead of me investing more time and emotion into it. Two years isn't that long if you think about it. It was not meant to be, he wasn't ready to grow up, as my dad says he still wanted to spread his seed, and experience other women, well he will never have me again, and eventually through time he will see what he has lost.
mischafan160 Posted December 14, 2004 Posted December 14, 2004 Good for you honey!! Seriously, I agree that you might never really understand why he did what he did. People rarely do things for one reason anyway; whether they know it or not, it could be a combination of his age, his upbringing, your situation, bad timing, his inner nature...what EVER, the list goes on, it could really be ANYTHING and you'll kill yourself trying to find out. So I congratulate you on your newfound freedom and your realization that it DOESN'T MATTER because it is over and you are so right, he will someday realize what he gave up because you know you're an amazing person who can do soooo much better. Good luck with everything!
Weird Posted December 14, 2004 Posted December 14, 2004 My answer to all of this Who the F**K cares?? He is a human being, one on this whole entire planet. Exactly. I feel the same way when I think about relationships. Just one person in a world of like 6.4 billion. It is silly to let one person have such control over how we feel even if we love them. Your life went on before the person and it will go on after. Great to see you realize that as I like it when people come to that reliazation on here. You also are dead bang with knowing many have it much worse out there (think of all the homeless/starving people out there) than you/me/whoever on here and it is better things end now than waste more time, energy and money down the road. Anyway, congrats and I am confident you'll find a great guy who is worthy of you:D
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