Author Barby Posted December 14, 2004 Author Posted December 14, 2004 Originally posted by naive_2001 How long where you with him Barby? I was with him almost 2 years....1 year and almost 10 months.....
Naive Posted December 14, 2004 Posted December 14, 2004 Nice avatar Barby. Well back onto the subject, almost 2 years is a lot and that shows how strong you are. I am very proud of you, it takes guts to actually stand up for yourself and leave. You know that you have all of our support here. Whenever you feel like calling hin get on here
Author Barby Posted December 14, 2004 Author Posted December 14, 2004 Thanks Naive..I found the avatar last night and just had to use it, for now I think i'm keeping it as my permanent one.... Also thanks for your kind words, yes it was a long time but the "break for good" has been such a relief...the good and bad thing is that he used to take up so much of my time/life....the good thing is......NOW I have the time and space that I didn't realize I needed and I'm free to do as a choose, no more hearing him b*tching if I go somewhere with my sister or my mom, no more calling to check in and let him know when I leave and come back...so that part is really nice......... The bad thing is I have SOOOO much free time that I don't know what to do...hahaha two years of having the same rountine basically every single day though it was boring at times I never had to worry about what to do next....so now that I have all this free time I find myself wondering (memories) back in time and remembering the good things but once I stop and think about why I have so much free time then I immediantly remember the reality (he's a douche bag) so I know I'm better off now... There isn't a chance I will call him but there is always the fear that he'll call me, I can't block his number because his brother still has me pay his car insurance (it's in my name) so when it's due he has to call (to give me the money to pay it)....but if Oscar was to call I'd just politely decline to talk and hang up. I'm really glad I have all your support on here because honestly at times without who knows what I'd do...sometimes this support is easier to accept than that of friends and family here...I think it's because I reveal more of my "inner" self, thought and feelings, ect on here than I do to them. Anyway thanks for listening!
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