Old beginnings

[Nyclovin]

she wants to leave me

so I let her go

she’s not sure if she loves me

she is is not sure our love can grow

its been four years now

slowly I have let her believe

that I am not worthy

that indeed

she should leave

 

she says she is unsure now

that life is full of twists

the lines are blurred now

she is not sure if we exist

she says she loves me

just not as much as I would insist

she says she is sorry

sorry is exactly what this love is

 

she suggests I find another

one who can give me what I desire

i tell her i want no one else

i love her and only her

her love brings me higher

her soul inspires

her generosity requires

no effort

it makes me better

to simply be around her

 

if it is true

and she is no longer there

then what a waste

of love floating in the air

our first kisses

and bedtime stares

our loving memories

our good times shared

perfection in her eyes

innocence in her heart

i pray, today, please

allow for a new start