ooohh gosh!! why!!!

[faithfully]

Some of you would remeber my post.

 

Its a friday night here and am just sooo sad, soo angry and very very upset. I just wish i can move on. I am struggling, very emotional to move on. This is sooo hard!! I dont know what the hell to do!!

 

Been broken up with my ex who basically used me thru our relationship making me pay the rent, bills as well as his, petrol in my car for him to use, paid for his hair cut, his sunbed, the lot!! When i moaned and said i had noo money left to do all that then left after saying and letting him know he is not treating me right. I think he broke it off coz he got scared thinking i would off and thought he would beat me to it.

 

I am struggling sooi bad, gosh i miss him like mad, i cant stop thinking about him and driving myself crazy, waking up in middle of night, thinking about him.

 

We had a massive arguement yesterday calling me all sorts of nasty names, saying all sorts of nasty things to me. Telling and kept reminding me he was who broke up the relationship, saying the longer we were together the more and more he had nothing and was miserable. He is now bragging he has a new job, hes driving a year old car, just rubbing everything in my face.

 

I did everything for this guy and it just kills me that am the 1 missing out now after doing everything for him and not running away when he was down and had zilch.

 

This hurts sooo bad and cant stop thinking about his sucess now we are noo longer together. Maybe he lying just to rub it in my face!!!

[Mr Scorpio]

Eventually the pain will subside and you will be able to look at the situation in a more objective manner. When that happens, you will realize that the guy was no good, treated you poorly, and that you are better off not having him in your life. It will take a while, but it will happen eventually. Until then, keep posting.

[TylerDurdenn]

Drain the oil from his new car, see who's laughing then.