Crjenkins Posted October 17, 2013 Posted October 17, 2013 (edited) Hello, I met a girl at college and we got to talking and meeting up a lot. We're definitely interested in each other and we're both virgins. For starters, we met two times on the same day at the school and talked for a hour or two. Then I walked her to her car and we kissed. We both never kissed before and jokingly talked about practicing and then kissed a couple more times, wasn't awkward at all. The next day, I met up with her again at the school and I walked her to class. We were having a good conversation about our kiss and walked past an empty classroom, so I grabbed her hand and we ran in there to make out. We walked out and she grabs my hand and starts telling me how hot that was and starts to try kissing me in the hall when no one's looking. Then we make out again the bottom of the stairs to her floor. We had a great time and said good bye. Two days later, she texts me to meet her at her office on the campus (she's a president of a club). Well.. she locks the door, straddles me and we make out. Lets me look down her shirt, but will not take it off until later. The next day we meet after she's done with work. We go out to eat, share a milkshake, and walk to the mall. This where things start to get really hot. We turns totally sexual with me, teases on everything. Touches me everywhere and talks about what she's going to do to me in bed. Sucking on my fingers and everything. We just dirty talk while we walk to the car and while I drove her to her car at the school. Then I ask her if she wants to go to her place. She tells me she doesn't want to have sex until she's in a relationship. She wants to be friends and build up to a relationship. But, we can still kiss, hold hands, and I get to mess around with her breasts. I understood that she wants to wait until a relationship and said it's okay, we'll be friends and work on it. Well, now begins the tough part. She starts sexting me every night and we start doing roleplaying scenarios that lasts up to a couple days. She tells me when I see her how wet I made her with the sexting everyday. And we begin to start touching each other, her grabbing me when I'm hard and me blatantly checking out and smacking her ass. She shows me naked pictures of her on her phone. We send sexy pictures over the internet. The following Wednesday we start talking about going down on each other and how much we'd each like it. She said we'd goto her place but she's on her period. That Friday, we started reading a cunnilingus book together. She starts tell me to learn this and that, whatever. Fast forward to my birthday, she asks to take me out to dinner I said yes. After our constant dirty talking, we go out to the car and I say my hands pretty cold. She grabs them and puts them between her legs, then tells me how she wants to be rubbed. Then later tells me to stop and about us going to far, so I said okay and drove away. She tells me to stop at another parking lot and tells me to do it again under her pants but above the panties then shes says no again then tells me under her panties. I fingered her a little bit and she jacked me off a little bit, none of us cummed or anything. Though she was eating my precum. Next day she tells me we went too far when I ask her to come to my place to finish what we started after school. Then she starts asking me about what if we continued in the parking at that night and then starts dirty talking again. Well, just yesterday we were in her car at school about to leave and she has he fingering her outside her pants. I tell her again, lets go to her place. She says no and I quit, with a bad look on my face. She notices and starts asking me about it. Everything comes out. She wants me so bad but mentally she can't. She tells me she's talking to a guy before we met, but he isn't talking to her as much anymore. She feels attached to him and doesn't want to hurt me. I tell her to ditch him, he's clearly isn't interested her as I am, she thanks me about it and we have a pretty passionate kiss after she was done crying since she admitted talking to that guy. Annnnyway, she then comes out with a bombshell. She apologizes for toying and teasing me this entire time. She only wants to have sex with a guy she plans to have kids with, because I guess she feels that's a way to always be right if you were to accidentally get pregnant. She tells me that oral is fine, but we can't do it this week. Oh, and then she tells me 6-12 months on sex when we do reach a point of a relationship. I'm extremely confused right now. I thought me and her were just two people that were very open about our sexuality with each other. I understood she was a virgin and told her countless times that whenever she feels its the right time to let me know. But, her actions said differently. So, I'm extremely angry and feel misled this entire time with her, like our bond we created was instantly destroyed. She's a very caring, smart, and sophisticated girl that I did like a lot. If we would've not started being so sexually aggressive with each other at first then my expectations and feelings about having sex with her would be different now. She's got a timeline on everything, why can't we just let things flow when the time is right? I don't know whether to call it off entirely or to start over? I can't change my feelings about her and what we've done already. Starting over just doesn't seem like it would work, but she seems to be hinting it. It's just that when it comes to sex, there's this timeline that she has implanted in her head that I can't get over. Do I just keep playing her game until she eventually just gives into having sex? She seems to be doing a pretty incredible job at seducing herself at every moment. Edited October 17, 2013 by Crjenkins
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