Broken!

[RoseNThorns]

Can it get any worse!? I was in amidst of a project room and just a thought about my love broke me down. I was in tears with all of them staring at me and I cry uninterrupted. As I pick those Kleenex from my desk, every one looks at me helplessly. Every day I am fighting, fighting with myself, with the world around with what I feel. I feel like calling him telling him how much he means to me but did he not tell me "its over" ? Will I really survive this pain? Will I be okay? I am not sure! I don't know if I will ever be normal. While I cry out of tremendous pain, on the other end he doesn't trust that I love him. Or like he says he needs more than just love. With simple love, it is not working any more for him. He needs a different person and I can just be myself. A person with my shortcomings, but don't he needs to understand my shortcomings too? I've never cheated on him, I've always asked/begged him to trust me. I'm blocked on his phone and blocked everywhere. Thats because I called multiple times to tell how much I want him in my life. Probably he thought I was just "mad". But the thought of it brings me such anguish that I wasn't able to hold myself back. Life is short aint it? We might lose our loved ones in a split of second. I was suffering cuz I know how I feel deep inside. All he said was he cannot take it anymore and wants to move forward in his life without me. Now do I have any option expect to just "let him go"? I want him to be happy wherever he is but it just pains & pains & pains.

[JoelBarish]

Yes it's better to let him go. He gave up on you now it's your turn to give up on him. Avoid all contact with him. Do not snoop on him online or off. Do not contact him in any way. You have to take care of yourself right now. You are hurting. Haven't you had enough pain? Let him go. It will be very difficult and it will take you a long time so start the healing now.