Lizrd3000 Posted October 6, 2013 Posted October 6, 2013 Hello everonye, i'll make this really short and simple.. I was in a relationship for the very first time, which lasted for 5 months and a few days, it ended 6 days ago. we broke up pretty peacefully, but we both cried, she also said she still loved me etc. she also said ''true love will find a way back''.. I told her I had a feeling that she was trying to string me along, but she said that wasnt the case. she left me because she is a very dominant person, and controlling, and said she needed a boyfriend more dominant than she is, what the **** right? talk about co-dependancy. we were our both firsts, as in relationship and sex. she also was my first kiss, but i wasnt hers. I'm 18 years old, she's 17. I installed NC until I was recovered, but broke down 5 days later and said I missed our friendship the most. she replied ''Hey! I would like to be able to hang out with each other like normal people when we go out with our friends, without bull****. I hope you are okay... let's continue NC for a while, contact will be back in a while.'' I replied ''You can be sad with your loss, or be happy you experienced it! i'm getting cared of, and i'm taking care for myself aswell. I'd like to know how you're doing. if you decide we can contact each other again, let me know, I hope you feel good soon. you're my best buddy, don't forget!'' translation isn't the best, it's because I'm dutch.. so yeah, haha. anyway, she hasn't answered me after that message. My problem here is, I can't really get over her, I think.. even if it's only been less than a week.. I don't know. I feel depressed, pushing people away etc. I just want her back. I have a feeling she met someone else, so I feel like I have to move on, as hard as it is. but I've got no idea how to. she was my first love, I truly loved her, I knew everything about her. we were friends before we dated too. and now it just feels like I lost my best friend.. How do you move on from your first love...? especially if you feel like you won't love anyone more than you loved her?
sniperz Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 Not all first love gets to be together for long. Proven throughout the globe by 99.9% or most. Move on is the only choice. Swallow all the pain and grief until acceptance mode. As you said, true love will surely find it's way back. That'll be a matter of time and some actions/changes made.
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