Author Nancy87 Posted October 7, 2013 Author Posted October 7, 2013 Thank you dear! But i don't want him back anymore. He is just not worth my effort. N he always returnd my love with pain He verbally abused me last time that too when I sent him flowers. *******!. I was so mad to think that his family caused our breakup so blind to think that our love is being crumpled by his family. But no it was him all along. He is a sadist animal who would laugh on my pain, ask me to die if I can't cope up. N why did he change? Coz he got a new job he was desperate for. I just hate him now.i think he is a psychological patient n needs help! Low self confidence. Using ppl to get where he is today. Expecting people to be kind n human when he is all so materialistic. I simply hate him now! Wasted my time energy n money!
BigGirlPantiesOn Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 The spiritual solution for releasing hate is to pray for the person you hate. Every day, for 14 days. Pray for his happiness, abundance and all good things YOU want for yourself, pray for him. I know you wont want to do it, and you dont have to like doing it, Just do it. If you want the hate and anger to leave you. If not, then keep on feeling it. Resentment only destroys the container it is contained within. 1
ponchsox Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 Keeping a daily journal of your emotions is a great way to help overcome your sadness. Track the number of days NC. Eventually, you will have no desire to contact them and could care less what they're doing.
Author Nancy87 Posted October 7, 2013 Author Posted October 7, 2013 haha! i would Never ever pray for that SOB! i couldnt hate him all along which is why i am hurt today. wish i had started to hate him from the day i dumped him!
jimloveslips Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 Keeping a daily journal of your emotions is a great way to help overcome your sadness. Track the number of days NC. Eventually, you will have no desire to contact them and could care less what they're doing. I think if Nancy is going to be putting so much hate into a journal then it isn't going to help her, she needs to put all that anger into loving someone else
Author Nancy87 Posted October 7, 2013 Author Posted October 7, 2013 If the people on this post would see my previous posts i.e the ones i made in early sept, would know quite well why do i have so much hate!
jimloveslips Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 your past doesn't change my opinion that you would be better off if you channeled all that rage into something positive for yourself... for the future - you cannot change the past, you CAN shape the future... as Neil says Love and only love will endure Hate is everything you think it is Love and only love will break it down Love and only love.
Author Nancy87 Posted October 7, 2013 Author Posted October 7, 2013 I have had exes before. But I NEVER came across a person as inhumane and selfish like him! Love only conquers in literature! I.e an idealistic imaginary world!
JDPT Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 Forgiveness means giving up all hope for a better past.
BC1980 Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 I have had exes before. But I NEVER came across a person as inhumane and selfish like him! Love only conquers in literature! I.e an idealistic imaginary world! But yet he dumped you? Maybe the problem lies with you allowing someone to treat you like this. I had to look inside myself and realize that I tolerated bad behavior from my ex. So I only had myself to blame at a certain point. I wasn't able to really begin healing until I took an honest look at myself. Anger is normal, but you can't let it control you. Figure out who you are really angry at. 1
jimloveslips Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 Love only conquers in literature! I.e an idealistic imaginary world! You are completely wrong. And damned to repeat the same self destructive cycle.
Fufu Posted October 7, 2013 Posted October 7, 2013 I have had exes before. But I NEVER came across a person as inhumane and selfish like him! Love only conquers in literature! I.e an idealistic imaginary world! Because he is such inhumane and selfish, be happy you are without him now ^^
Author Nancy87 Posted October 8, 2013 Author Posted October 8, 2013 Yes i am happy to be without him but i feel so much emotional pain, i just cant fall asleep.. my heart burns and i cant tolerate that the person i was discusing to set up my new home with would tell me to get lost, n go die. It's just too much!
Author Nancy87 Posted October 8, 2013 Author Posted October 8, 2013 I feel like my heart is in the centerr and it is being SQUEEZED on all sides by a rigid wall. I feel suffocated and then my heart beat races.. I was doing all fine before i broke my NC, only to feel more miserable. But now my mind is at least clear, i know he doesn't love me n he is an animal.. I never had issues with my sleep before..
Author Nancy87 Posted October 8, 2013 Author Posted October 8, 2013 ok my heart is sinking again.. I JUST HATE IT! FILTH FILTH FILTH!
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