lovelylilly Posted October 2, 2013 Posted October 2, 2013 I blocked him on facebook. It's been three weeks, I tried to reach out to him, he said to take things slowly and I didn't respect that. I called him two days ago and he never called me back. He's done with me, so I feel like I should move on. My classes are suffering, I've been forcing myself to keep my normal routine by going to work, the gym, riding my horse, hanging out with my friends. But honestly, every morning I wake up with a pain in my chest and I can't get out of bed. I don't like teaching anymore, I have no interest in food, the gym makes me feel worse, and I've never been so sad before that I didn't want to ride my horse. I'm always having to talk myself into going out to the barn and it takes so much inner strength just to put the tack on my horse. During my last break up all I wanted to do was ride, and I would go on trail rides with a friend for 8 hours every weekend. I don't want to move on, and I feel like blocking him from facebook is a mistake, but I can't keep looking at his facebook and putting myself in more pain. I also deleted all of our pictures, and I finally threw out the vases from the roses he got me and I gave the jewelry and other little presents to my mom until I can decide what I want to do with it. This really is the hardest break up I've gone through, I am sorry for anyone who is going or has gone through this. I hope we can all find our peace. 2
Chris715 Posted October 2, 2013 Posted October 2, 2013 Hey I'm going through a lot of the same stuff that you are. I'm almost a year broke up with my ex gf but only 3 or so weeks complete NC. Trust me when I say this, it is NOT a mistake to block him on Facebook and cutting off contact to him. All of it was incredibly painful for me too and still is but I know it's the only way I'll eventually move on and the same goes for you. And yeah, I know how hard it is to stay motivated throughout the day, be productive, stick to your routine, etc. Some days I don't feel like getting out of bed, going to class, going to work, or talking to anyone at all. Try to stick to your routine and stay productive even when it's hard. Even though I've failed at this most days I'm still trying and still pushing and you need to too. We'll both get through this. 1
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