Johnsmith100 Posted October 1, 2013 Posted October 1, 2013 I've loved a girl for 10 years...pretty much since the first time I saw her. We've been close the whole time and she had a boyfriend. I moved away to kind of get over her and ended up sleeping around...being a player as cliche as it sounds. I had 2 phones, one exclusively for potential hook ups and thought that was what I wanted. The girl contacted me and we had an affair (Her bf had cheated several times which eased my guilt). We spoke 24/7 via text or phone and she came round every day when I was visiting home. She's now broken up with her bf of 7 years...pied me off and is living the single life she probably craves. When we first started seeing each other I felt as though I'd never be able to commit...even to this girl I loved. I then found myself swept up and realised the only reason I hadn't committed before was because I wanted her so much, maybe not wanting to get close to any other girl because it wasn't her. I got to the point where I was so at ease with never being intimate with another girl again. I literally struggle to find anybody else attractive now. I've gone home with a few girls since she dumped me and nothing has happened. Am I broken?
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