DantaX Posted October 1, 2013 Posted October 1, 2013 Hey guys I havent posted in years although ive been lurking. I really need to vent. The relationship i posted about lasted another year after my last post. The guy was extremely possessive and aggressive. It all came out in the wash that during our 2.5yr relationship, he had another girlfriend the entire time and they had already been together for a year before i met him. He lied to me about attending university, his father having lung cancer (to which he even went to the extent of having me meet him at the supposed hospital his father was in) he used online chat aps to cheat on myself and the other girlfriend with over 30 women. After he attempted to have me register a business for him under my name and became pushy and aggressive about it i knew something was up... He was one step ahead of me and relied on his meticulous timetable. Story short i found out about the 30+ girls and other gf. He had multiple alias's. I was heartbroken and bitter. I had never felt so f^$^d over in my life. So i started therapy. This relationship ended just over one year ago. Since then ive dated like my life depended on it. I dated Mr Drug addict next for 3 months till we almost killed each other by triggering each others insecurities. I then dated Mr Full on then fade... who pursued me relentlessly and i fell hook line and sinker. Then he emotionally withdrew.... i got him to finally admit he wasnt in love with me n end it. That last 2 months. He already had the next girl lined up. The third with Mr emotionally crippled ended officially yesterday. Mate i feel like a relationship addict and im immune to the pain of the end. He would not communicate with me... meet me halfway on any disagreements and it got too much. I needed more. im tired. I am praying that i will get off the crazy merry go round soon.. i need to be single but i never stay single long. I have men around all the time. There is not one day that goes by where i dont have some guy contacting me, or exes. I am faithful in relationships but i have not healed from the 2.5yr one. Ive hid from the pain in the worst dead end relos. I am the common factor i know this... i am not blaming these guys we all have our demons. I am still in therapy and my psych is amazed every week at the new dramatics i have in my life. This is me and i have a problem. Can anyone relate or comment. I need feedback for the full picture.. easier to be honest with strangers. thankyou
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