sjm Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 So I've had quite abit to drink at Friday lunch work drinks and I just want to punch him in the face. NOT SAY ANYTHING. Just punch him in the face and then maybe stomp on his big clown feet. That's all. I don't know if it's the alcohol or I'm just too damn tired of trying to stay positive and strong and happy and be the smart young girl that I am lalalala blah blah blah I don't give a damn I am 20 he is 28 I was 19 when he proposed IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT KIND OF AN IQ I HAVE HE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER I DIDNT A big **** you to him! And I don't even swear. Ever. Oh how I wish I could punch him in the face.
Author sjm Posted September 27, 2013 Author Posted September 27, 2013 Oh and I don't ever drink either. I'm so young and keeping my composure all the time is exhausting while this man does whatever he wants!!!!! Like he never did anything wrong!!! He did so much wrong!! So much I just want to punch him in the face. And then tell him I miss him. And then crawl into a ball and cry. 1
lindsay1990 Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 I too want to go kick my ex in the balls, smack him around and tell him I love him and have him ask me back and say he's sorry and he deserves it and will never, ever hurt me or leave me again. Siiiiiiighhhhh 2
Salvatore85 Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 When the ex and I originally broke up I started drinking with my friends again, what a disaster that turned out to be. Alcohol is a depressant which is awful for someone who has recently been dumped. Stay away from drunk dialing and don't send any text in this state because you will regret it big time the next day. And besides you said you're a smart, beautiful girl which I believe you're so keep your head up, things are going to turn out great for you! 2
Salvatore85 Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 I too want to go kick my ex in the balls, smack him around and tell him I love him and have him ask me back and say he's sorry and he deserves it and will never, ever hurt me or leave me again. Siiiiiiighhhhh Some of your posts are very funny lol. I don't know if you're doing it intentionally but you seem to have a great sense of humor.... 2
lindsay1990 Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 Some of your posts are very funny lol. I don't know if you're doing it intentionally but you seem to have a great sense of humor.... Thanks. This was actually serious though haha
reddragon588 Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 Coming from someone who has issues with drinking at times... now is not the time to pick up the bottle. It will drown the negative feelings you have, no doubt. But you need to have those feelings. As much as they suck. Drinking will keep them bottled up inside of you and they'll never get out and just build up until they pop like a balloon. 1
Author sjm Posted September 27, 2013 Author Posted September 27, 2013 I too want to go kick my ex in the balls, smack him around and tell him I love him and have him ask me back and say he's sorry and he deserves it and will never, ever hurt me or leave me again. Siiiiiiighhhhh HAHA I say stuff like this all the time. The last time I saw him I was like "**** YOU" "I HATE YOU" "THAT WAS A NICE **** YOU" "IM JOKING I DONT HATE YOU I LOVE YOU" he thought it was cute and quirky but OBVIOUSLY IT DIDNT WORK!!! lol. Wine has worn off now, but I still want to punch him in the face, but like in a nice I hate you because I still love you kind of way When the ex and I originally broke up I started drinking with my friends again, what a disaster that turned out to be. Alcohol is a depressant which is awful for someone who has recently been dumped. Stay away from drunk dialing and don't send any text in this state because you will regret it big time the next day. And besides you said you're a smart, beautiful girl which I believe you're so keep your head up, things are going to turn out great for you! I didn't drunk text or dial. I'm too scared to even give him my new number LOL not because I don't want him to have it but because I like having an excuse for him not calling. If he had it, i'd sit there waiting waiting hoping and probably throw my phone at the wall. Thank you very much your words are very sweet and have made my day Coming from someone who has issues with drinking at times... now is not the time to pick up the bottle. It will drown the negative feelings you have, no doubt. But you need to have those feelings. As much as they suck. Drinking will keep them bottled up inside of you and they'll never get out and just build up until they pop like a balloon. I don't drink red dragon I never even let loose, I'm always so focused on trying to do the 'right' thing and today I was like screw it! I'll join in the fun.
Misfortune Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 I never even let loose, I'm always so focused on trying to do the 'right' thing and today I was like screw it! I'll join in the fun. I'm the same. After my break up, I decide to screw everything and just get high/drunk with my friends for a while. It helped a bit, I didn't do anything crazy in regards to her when I was intoxicated. I forgot that only sticks and stones can hurt people. I'm back to normal and not going crazy anymore. I do wish I could high more often though; it's so annoying since I'm a complete newb to it all, getting a connect and what not. It's funny because I didn't want my ex doing drugs but since she left me to go do her drugs, it's w/e to me now.
lindsay1990 Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 I'm too scared to even give him my new number LOL not because I don't want him to have it but because I like having an excuse for him not calling. If he had it, i'd sit there waiting waiting hoping and probably throw my phone at the wall. . This is exactly what happens to me (sorta). I moved back to my home country so I have a new number but we deleted/blocked each other off of everything. By we I mean he, btw, I had only taken him off FB but nothing else. Anyway, he only has my email and after the reply I served him to his breadcrumbs... I don't think I'll hear for him again. Does it keep me from looking at my email every 20 mins even though I last answered him 6 weeks ago? Of course it does... not. Ugh. I wanted to change my email for this very reason but my dad talked me out of it, saying I had the "best" address of anyone he knew. Ha. Silver lining.
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