NicoleAlexandria Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 For the past 5 months my boyfriend and I have been problems nonstop. We would never go out and when I would ask why his answer was he didn't have money. To me none of that mattered. Wether it was a date to Disney or sharing an item from the dollar area nothing mattered as long as it was with him. I explained this to him various times but his response was " I know." We have been together for about 4 years but I never had the relationship I wished I could've had with his family. We had serious trust issues. He didn't trust me whatsoever. I would go out of my way to do little things for him like take him lunch for work but the gestures were almost never reciprocated or acknowledged. It came a point where I was fed up and called it quits because everytime I told him I felt he would say he was going to change but never did. Days passed and we had agreed to hash things out and make things work for the better, however a couple says later he randomly asks why I wanted to be with him. This threw me off. From my understanding we were going to fix things. He stopped talking to me. He ignores my texts. Didn't come to see me for my birthday. I've been begging for him and I to go out somewhere and talk it out. I text him saying I miss you but no response. I don't know why things ended like this. Recently I was diagnosed with really bad Anemia and he knows but wont check on me. Everyone says I deserve better but no one understands that I love him regardless of what's going on. My days without him a miserable. I find no meaning for life nor my future. I can't take the pain any longer I need him. I just can't deal with life anymore. I have no friends, my mom is in the hospital, and I lost the love of my life.
Philosoraptor Posted September 27, 2013 Posted September 27, 2013 What you see is what you get. You're not going to change him and you're very much unhappy with him. You seem to be very codependent on him and he seems like he doesn't give two ****s. You can and do deserve better. You need to learn to be happy by yourself so you will value yourself enough in the future to not accept less than you deserve. I'd suggest counseling and getting yourself out there to make friends and such so you don't put so much dependency on one person. Best wishes to both yourself and your mother.
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