Myonenonly Posted September 25, 2013 Posted September 25, 2013 (edited) So I dated him for about 7 months.. Since the beginning he told me wasn't ready for a relatioship because he had just broken up with his gf of 4years! They lived toghther.but I continued to see him anyways.. I started having feelings for him but I felt he wasn't feeling anything for me... So for the last 2 month prior to me breaking up with him he was only seeing me once month he say he was too busy! So I broke things off with him..saying I wasn't happy with what we had and I didn't think he would ever be in a relatioship with me.. I believed that by 7 months one would had an idea if you liked that person.. He asked of we could remain friends I refused... Well I tried to move on its been 2 months and I think about him all the time! We work At The same building I often time see him passing by and my heart skips a beat! Literally I still get that butterfly feeling.. About 4 weeks ago I know he came by to see me! Because he passed by my office a few minutes before closing he looked through my window I can see him but he can't see inside because of the tinted windows! After i closed we literally crossed paths and he asked me how i was doing i said great and i acted indifferent but insed of me i was about to run and kiss him!! That incident has been in my mind ever since and I was thinking could it be he was trying to reach out? Or what do you guys think it meant? If anythings at all!? Thanks in advance for your input! Edited September 25, 2013 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
Author Myonenonly Posted September 25, 2013 Author Posted September 25, 2013 So I dated him for about 7 months.. Since the beginning he told me wasn't ready for a relatioship because he had just broken up with his gf of 4years! They lived toghther.but I continued to see him anyways.. I started having feelings for him but I felt he wasn't feeling anything for me... So for the last 2 month prior to me breaking up with him he was only seeing me once month he say he was too busy! So I broke things off with him..saying I wasn't happy with what we had and I didn't think he would ever be in a relatioship with me.. I believed that by 7 months one would had an idea if you liked that person.. He asked of we could remain friends I refused... Well I tried to move on its been 2 months and I think about him all the time! We work At The same building I often time see him passing by and my heart skips a beat! Literally I still get that butterfly feeling.. About 4 weeks ago I know he came by to see me! Because he passed by my office a few minutes before closing he looked through my window I can see him but he can't see inside because of the tinted windows! After i closed we literally crossed paths and he asked me how i was doing i said great and i acted indifferent but insed of me i was about to run and kiss him!! That incident has been in my mind ever since and I was thinking could it be he was trying to reach out? Or what do you guys think it meant? If anythings at all!? Thanks in advance for your input! Never mind guys I just talked myself out of it! I don't think I could handle rejection from him! I mean what makes me think he would want to start talking to me again... He didn't want to take things further when we were seeing each other! I know he would be polite if I contact him but that's it .. I keep wonderIng about that incident though! was it just breadcrumbs! Like and ego boost for him if I had stopped and had a conversation with him?? However I acted indifferent and kept walking towards the elevator to to my car. Any thoughts??
Author Myonenonly Posted October 12, 2013 Author Posted October 12, 2013 I called him and wanted to hear his voice! He didn't answer..It's also Friday night he's probably on a date or somethings or with some girlfriend... last time we talked was mid July... I had erased his number but I found it written down on a note from a long time ago... I shouldn't have called him but I haven't been with anyone else because he's always on my mind... I still miss him A lot specially during this time of year because we started dating last year during this time..the reason I broke things off with him is because he didn't want to be in a relationship with me.. How do I get him out of my head? he knows I'm not over him I called him! I wonder what he thinks of me?
Author Myonenonly Posted October 12, 2013 Author Posted October 12, 2013 "Wanting to hear his voice" means you're not over him. I'm sure he didn't think anything bad about you, but you're endangering yourself by calling him. You could get very hurt if you don't step back, reasses, and go back to NC. Since I lost my job a few days ago i applied where he works at becaus it's within walking distance from my house... I also wanted to ask him if I could put him down as a reference.. I'm applying everywhere near my home! I really feel my feelings for him change.
Author Myonenonly Posted October 12, 2013 Author Posted October 12, 2013 "Wanting to hear his voice" means you're not over him. I'm sure he didn't think anything bad about you, but you're endangering yourself by calling him. You could get very hurt if you don't step back, reasses, and go back to NC. Since I lost my job a few days ago i applied where he works at becaus it's within walking distance from my house... I also wanted to ask him if I could put him down as a reference.. I'm applying everywhere near my home! I really feel my feelings for him change. I think me wanting to hear his voice and askin him how things are going with him is because he will always have a special place in my heart he really meant a lot to me... I just realize I don't want him comPletly out of my life but it might be too late to still be friends! Anyways i put him down as a reference in my application so I hope he doesnt get upset. I know he's moved on:)
Author Myonenonly Posted October 12, 2013 Author Posted October 12, 2013 I feel so alone right now, I was unfairly fired from my job After 8 years. I think I might have been a victim of sexual harrasment after I told my boss to stop all that it was making me uncomfortable he turned Into a different person and made a big deal out I every lil mIstake I made..
Author Myonenonly Posted October 13, 2013 Author Posted October 13, 2013 "Wanting to hear his voice" means you're not over him. I'm sure he didn't think anything bad about you, but you're endangering yourself by calling him. You could get very hurt if you don't step back, reasses, and go back to NC. he returned my call! we talked and he said he could help with finding a job, he will talk to his manager and stuff I told I wasn't expecting his call he said I know we had something going on,we didn't know what we were doing but he still wanted to be friends! we both laugh I said I didn't want to see you with someone else if I stayed friends with you, I didn't wanted you completely out of my life but it was necessary at that point, my feelings have now changed I feel people don't always get what they want and there's no reason to be upset or mean... you meant a lot to me and I want to keep you close since your a great person... he just agreed and I told him thank you so much for listening to me during this difficult time i'll let you rest since he had a long day at school... he again adviced me on what to do and not to worry everything will be fine we said good night and that was it! I keep thinking and girl who keeps this man will be so lucky he's truly the best but he's not for me.
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