youngbutoldsoul Posted September 25, 2013 Posted September 25, 2013 I can't fight these thoughts. I can't believe the person I want back in my life so bad lives only 2 minutes away from my apartment (after enduring a year of long distance). I can't believe this person was someone I shared my greatest hopes and dreams in life with but he decided I wasn't worth it to be with. I can't believe the first week or so after dumping me, he was in so much pain and wish he could stay with me but couldn't face the reality--he felt like there was minimal chance of us working us due to our fights and differences (but I believe the contrary). I can't believe this person was someone who brought heaven on earth for me but now it's a living hell. I can't believe that no matter how much more beautiful, intelligent, or fun I become, he won't even look at me. Sometimes I wonder......our exes who once loved us so dearly and would have never let us go at one point......now won't even waste a second on us no matter how much more we have improved.... He chose to leave because he was unhappy. I believed we could have a happily ever after if given just another chance but all that is just wishful thinking.
Vinsanity1307 Posted September 25, 2013 Posted September 25, 2013 Sounds just like me ...My ex lives next street over. I can see her house from my window.... We were together for 5 years. I was told the exact same thing as well through a TEXT!...I know your pain I was dumped July 13th...Was at 2 months NC till few days ago..Sent a letter no response. Regardless I feel your pain..It is awful. Your stronger than I am with 3 months Nc..I am proud and happy for you in that aspect...
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