AnyaNova Posted September 24, 2013 Posted September 24, 2013 I don't know now. I keep going over in my head. Was it real? That emotional need that he showed me that last night? I don't even know anymore. That amount of need, I would have thought he would have contacted me by now. Even though he was the one to choose to initiate the separation. I know it is stupid, and I shouldn't doubt myself or him, but I guess I am wondering, could have been an act? What was it? And how can he care so little now? And the irony is, I'm just flipping co-dependent enough that before we got back together that last time, I would have been okay with whatever result, no contact or friends or getting back together. But seeing that intense need for me triggered something in me. And now. Its like we've switched. How can he care so little now after doing that?
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