orangegirl Posted September 23, 2013 Posted September 23, 2013 I moved 5 months ago from up north to down south. I left behind my son who is 10 and a BF whom I was emotionally attached to, more than I can say. Now I moved away because of several different reasons. One major thing, to get away from people I know and to better myself. Now leaving my BF behind we had talked about him meeting up with me and living with me. He had a few things he needed to take care of. Conversation after conversation we had, always ended up with I can't move right now. I accepted the fact that he was never coming down. I let it go. As I always do and moved on with my life. BUT I still held on to some sort of small hope he'd come follow. A major event happened back where I used to live that had me very upset and angry that I was lied to for several months. It was time to let go. So I got up the courage to write a letter to him and let him know that I had to move on. That I couldn't do this anymore. He accepted it at first. Then the texts came in telling me that I was being dis loyal and yada yada yada......... Somehow, this break-up if affecting me subconsciously and I am taking it out on the people around me. I want to forget and move on. What should I be doing to deal with how I feel?
GorillaTheater Posted September 23, 2013 Posted September 23, 2013 I'm not sure why you'd be upset, given some of your other posts. I'm more concerned with your son. Is he with you? If not, who's taking care of him?
Author orangegirl Posted September 24, 2013 Author Posted September 24, 2013 I'm not sure why you'd be upset, given some of your other posts. I'm more concerned with your son. Is he with you? If not, who's taking care of him? My son is back at home with his father. I had him for more than half of his life, and now his dad has him to go through his teenage years.
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