Mike Bowen Posted September 16, 2013 Posted September 16, 2013 Well were do I start ur beyond the sweetest guy I know.u always know what to say to make me smile.(: and it has took me so long to realize I can't picture my life with out u.I can honestly say I fell in love with u.n that's weird because normally I don't get attached to people at all.cause truly I tried everything to get you off my mind I tried talking to other people but it just doesn't feel right at all.like there not u and I see that so I don't want them..and honestly when I say you always on my mind you literal Always on my mind. Like when I tried talking to other people I always brought u up.I was always talking about u.you seriously all I think and talk about.it's crazy.I'm not use to this kinda stuff Cuzco it's kinda really my first time falling for someone. * But like my uncle said I'm a stubern butt head.so I tried pushing u away so I wouldn't get attached but pushing u away killed me in side it honestly did kill me.because the more I tried pushing you away the the more I thought about you.the more I got mad at myself for liking you the more I liked you. It's crazy. How much I like u.* N it's crazy that I'm to much of a dumb ass to realize how much I liked you till now. And I think I'm just now realizing that I miss you because I'm honestly inlove with you. And Jake I honestly can't picture my life with any one else. And I still can't believe I fell in love because honestly not the person to fall in love I'm a stubern ass. And that's true.because I know how hard headed I am. And I know I broke up with you because I didn't wanna get attached because getting attached to someone scares me I'm not gonna lie I'm truly scared to get attached to people but look I'm attached to you and it's crazy.because never thought I would let my self get attached to someone but with out me knowing I got attached to you.n I sound all Korny and girlie but u light are my world. U mean so much to me.you really do. And I know when we dated I could n should have been And I know when we dated I could n should have been a better girl friend.* And honestly I would give anything to be with you again but if we did date we would have to would on eachtoher together. Like me I can be a little nicer n sweet n a little more caring n u don't always have to be sweet n so nice to me u have to challenge me other wise I will get bored like if I say I want something make me work for it because I like to be challenged I really do n maybe I need to fix my thing where I think I should always be the man in a relationship because honestly I'm ass backwards like I always feel like I need to be the man but sometime I wanna be the man but some days I want u to be the man it's confusing but over time u will realize how I work and honestly if u ever need me to change something that I do or have done tell me so we can help each other n make this work.but honestly if u don't wanna be in a relationship with me I would so understand. But I would love to get to start working to But I would love to get to start working to a relationship. But Yeah anyway I know I just wrote so much but I just wanna let u know I miss u <3 n I do honestly love u <-----n that's a really big word n I don't throw it around alot. But Yeah my hand hurts really bad.because I wrote alot. N oh almost forgot ur really cute n either with or with out ur mustache I still think ur smexi ctfu.^.^ All this after telling her. I hate this friends us being friends thing since we already dated. And then she typed me that letter. After almost giving up and all I didn't I knew she was worth it * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
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