Promise to myself... Our last goodbye...

[couldhavebeen]

Finally ending my 4 year affair with MM... This is a promise, not only to myself but to my baby. MM got me pregNant and I am on my 5th month now. We are NC for 3 months eversince I told him I am pregnant and out of the blue he called last night.

 

He wanted to talk... He told me he was receiving texts from someone threatening his life. He's also afraid that the W would know about me esp on my way of having the baby. He told me he wants peace and can't afford to lose his family esp d W since she has this heart defects. I told him I understand that's why I kept my word of NC since He already chose his W and kids. I even went away and resigned just to keep distance.

 

I was being supportive upto the last minute... But I pity myself now and the baby when he told me to keep him out of his life and don't bother to include him in my baby's life. EVER! I finally got it! He is a ****ING LIAR! Before, he told me that if ever I'd be pregnant, he wants to be a part of the baby's life but now that the baby is here, he is denying my baby the right to even get to know him.

 

I love him but this is not acceptable for me at all. So, I finally decided that He's the most selfish bastard I've ever unfortunately met... So, from now on all my love and strength will be centered to my baby. Not one minute will I waste from thinking about MM...

 

Last night was truly a goodbye moment to both of us. He told me he will miss and loves me but I onlt answered goodbye! I don't want to regret wasting 4 years of my life with him despite all the roller coaster emotions he gave me because I am having my baby... My only regret was loving him more than I love myself...

[Balzac]

MM got me pregNant interesting statement. He lied about a vasectomy?

Poked holes in your condoms?

[couldhavebeen]

we've been trying before but it. just happen now... but MM is now guilty from all this...