loveiswar101 Posted September 14, 2013 Posted September 14, 2013 Without buttering it up **** this ****. Just hit an all time low and here's me trying to give other people advise, what a loser. So angry, I could, well who knows. The **** I went through with my divorce so long ago and now to actually allow myself to love again only to be hung out to dry again. How do you spell weak without using my name, after learning she has now told my best friend things aren't great I hit a low tonight only for me to get off phone from m8 to then get a text telling me what a great day she has had with friends and now she a tired and off to bed. Awesome, why not just **** all over me. Could'nt hold out with this NC bull****, had to ring, she answers in tears and say how hard it is, I'm balling and blubbering away after to many beers. Ask if she loves, ask if I can come down and see her, ask when I will see her next, talk about needy. Waste of space I am. Tells me she she me next weekend, what !!!! next weekend seeing each every other day for whole year only to be shut down. Better of single and drunk every night instead of feeling this again. What now ? I'm way too old to be told by someone again they love me and bail...yep not partner material...maybe a holiday with no return date i think...
Author loveiswar101 Posted September 16, 2013 Author Posted September 16, 2013 Ok, calm down now. NC since my weak moment on the weekend. Got a lot to do this week for myself but my thoughts are this. I feel semi strong now and NC should be ok but as she mentioned the weekend do I Thurs/Fri text offering to take her out to dinner OR still go NC. I know NC contact is the way, but surely someone gotta bite the bullet and she did mention the weekend. Thanks
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