Ireallydontknow Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 I was feeling incredibly weak today. I've been talking to a few girls and just none of them compare to the idolized version of my ex. It started making me feel so terrible. I wanted to look at her Facebook, but I didn't. I just kept telling myself "no." I realized I still had my tumblr up. I've used it before to talk to her when we were on break. I knew it had to go. I debated keeping it because she had me added and I wanted to plaster images of me in the future. I said "Screw it she doesn't need to know this." and I deleted it. I feel weird. It's been over 30 days. I don't know I'm feeling a moment of weakness. Why do I care so much about the girl who strung me along for years? Never cared to work on a partnership, cheated on me and ran away with someone from Facebook, why do I miss this person so much? I hate it. I just want to not care about her, to not have her nagging in the back of my mind as I try to improve myself. Ugh, I think tonight is going to be a long night. 3
JDPT Posted September 12, 2013 Posted September 12, 2013 You are a genuine good hearted person that why you are in pain. I commend you on taking the initiative and continue to cut ties with your ex, moving forward is the motto. It's rough we are all on the same boat here, day in and day out, taking it a day at a time, pace yourself we are in this for the long run.
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