silly in love Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 I'm not a good writer,but I really loved you.It's true that I wasted my prime 20's trying to fix you,I didnt know you aren't fixable.I woke up now.I would have moved mountains for you.I was caring ,loyal and I was there thru thick and thin.However,it was me who was alone all the time.You didnt see me,didnt feel the pain I was going thru.I was neglected.My emotions were used.But,I am trying to be the bigger person.I am trying not to hate you.Tyring to put one step at a time and its pretty hard.I am trying to cleanse my soul.Not sure if you care or no.It was so easy to pull the rug out of my feet instead of being my backbone.I regret ,but I'm trying to learn a lesson.Despite all you have done ,I still love you and you have a special place in my heart.I have learned that I can't stop loving you,but I can control myself.I don't know if I can say I wish you all the best,but I will forgive you.You may call me sensitive,movie lover and yes I loved you like movies.I am strong and I can handle this pain.This shall pass too.
Author silly in love Posted September 11, 2013 Author Posted September 11, 2013 Not sending anything!!!!It's for me. Yeah its crap,but this is how I feel.
Author silly in love Posted September 11, 2013 Author Posted September 11, 2013 Stop insulting me!I never said a word to him.You dont know what I have been thru.I am not putting all the blame on him.I was manipulated and I take responsibility for that.How would you feel if someone beg you for a long time to be back with them,with saying you mean the world to them etc and yet leaving you again.I had doubts,I didnt want to go back,had sleepless nights thinking if I should go back or no.I did it and then he left again to find the greener grass.So stop *****.This is how I feel ,I really love him and my love was genuine and I was manipulated.Cut the crap!!!!
ConfusedHumanBeing Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 Stop insulting me!I never said a word to him.You dont know what I have been thru.I am not putting all the blame on him.I was manipulated and I take responsibility for that.How would you feel if someone beg you for a long time to be back with them,with saying you mean the world to them etc and yet leaving you again.I had doubts,I didnt want to go back,had sleepless nights thinking if I should go back or no.I did it and then he left again to find the greener grass.So stop *****.This is how I feel ,I really love him and my love was genuine and I was manipulated.Cut the crap!!!! I think a LARGE majority of people on here know what you've been through since many of them have been through the same. Keepontruckin- Kinda unnecessary post there man. She didnt do anything just an open letter. No reason to go postal on her.
Chi townD Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 Hey, it's okay to vent here and a lot of people HAVE written letters to their Ex's and posted them here. It can be very therapeutic. Some even say that it gave them a feeling of closure. However, there are cases that guys and gals HAVE sent their letter and it caused more harm than good. If you ever feel like writing another letter and posting it here (and by all means, feel free to do so ) I would name the thread something like, " Letter to my Ex that I have no intention of sending!" Then, people won't jump down your throat about it. If folks are being rather harsh, it's because they don't want to see you make a mistake and revisit any pain that you've already endured. 1
barky2 Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 During my breakup, I kept a notebook in my work truck. Anytime I wanted to text id write it out in the notebook instead After a month of nc I went back and re read it. Slowly every page was getting better. But never did I once contact her. Try it....maybe it'll work for you as well. Barky
crazy1234 Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 I'm not a good writer,but I really loved you.It's true that I wasted my prime 20's trying to fix you,I didnt know you aren't fixable.I woke up now.I would have moved mountains for you.I was caring ,loyal and I was there thru thick and thin.However,it was me who was alone all the time.You didnt see me,didnt feel the pain I was going thru.I was neglected.My emotions were used.But,I am trying to be the bigger person.I am trying not to hate you.Tyring to put one step at a time and its pretty hard.I am trying to cleanse my soul.Not sure if you care or no.It was so easy to pull the rug out of my feet instead of being my backbone.I regret ,but I'm trying to learn a lesson.Despite all you have done ,I still love you and you have a special place in my heart.I have learned that I can't stop loving you,but I can control myself.I don't know if I can say I wish you all the best,but I will forgive you.You may call me sensitive,movie lover and yes I loved you like movies.I am strong and I can handle this pain.This shall pass too. Just dont send it!
Cali408 Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 I wouldn't send it until you spell check it. There are a lot of grammatical errors. Truckin', I"m with you on it being crap, but everyone needs an outlet.
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