Omei Posted September 10, 2013 Posted September 10, 2013 I am in a world of pain again I had not seen his face for months I was already going through a tougher time than usual. I was positive long ago that I threw everything away I was looking for a disk for my pc in a box when I found tons and tons of photos of us and my daughter being a family all our outings and many romantic private pictures of kissing etc that I must of put away to keep them safe, I rd them up as fast as I could but now im a watery mess after seeing them all I WAS SO HAPPY they were before any of the fighting now I cant stop crying. See how happy my daughter was too makes me upset she loved him I don't know if he even thought of her when he was leaving he blamed it all on me. I hope he feels what I do someday just walking out when stuff gets a little hard he's such a bastard I never walked through many things I always gave compassion and forgive and a willingness to try I just want him out of my head! I feel like I have lost so much progress today:lmao:
Exitleft Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 It's ok, I know it feels terrible at the moment. It's just unfortunate you stumbled across it now. Pick yourself back up, it's a set back but not all is lost. There will be more good days, I promise. I hope you're alright.
Author Omei Posted September 12, 2013 Author Posted September 12, 2013 Yeah im okay!! Good day today thanks for asking. I read poste a lot lately so many marriages seem to be posting with children and houses and I think to myself gosh my pain of a 5 year bf nothing more may seem so so minimal I cant imagine the pain they have hope they will find a happy place.
Exitleft Posted September 12, 2013 Posted September 12, 2013 I'm pleased for you. Yes, I feel like that also. Whenever I feel sorry for myself I consider people who are going through painful divorces sometimes after decades and I know it wasn't as bad. I guess it's something small to be thankful for. 1
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