mtnbiker3000 Posted September 10, 2013 Posted September 10, 2013 I'm a different person. I'm not who I was. She took that from me. Now I'm unsure. I'm confused. I'm hurt. Life seems less. I was high, now low. Been 6 months and just circling around in a 'feeling-less' state. I know she hasn't thought twice about it, but I am consumed. I loved her so deeply, yet she didn't feel the same. Just want to forget and feel good again. Feel 'normal' again… 4
hopefulfaerie Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 Hey guy, Sorry you feel so crappy! I was actually just now thinking how much I can't wait to feel 'normal' again. I miss my old happy self. The one that loved music (now all I can listen to is country because there are no memories) the one that loved to cook and didn't just eat to stay alive, the one that was such a good friend, most of all I miss the girl that was happy being single. It was always right before I seemed to meet a 'great guy' I'll be back! You will too! Soon we'll be back to ourselves can't wait!!! 2
hopefulfaerie Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 By the way, I wanted to thank you for always being there for me with such great advice! You rock!!! I'm sure many people feel the same! 1
Author mtnbiker3000 Posted September 11, 2013 Author Posted September 11, 2013 By the way, I wanted to thank you for always being there for me with such great advice! You rock!!! I'm sure many people feel the same! Thanks!!! Like many others on here, much easier to give advice to others than apply to myself Just having a bad day today. Sometimes it just catches up with ya and slams you into the dirt 4
reddragon588 Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 Thanks!!! Like many others on here, much easier to give advice to others than apply to myself Just having a bad day today. Sometimes it just catches up with ya and slams you into the dirt Take it one day at a time! Good comes with the bad. I'm right there with you, been struggling a bit the last few days!
Omei Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 Its weird me, you and one other person has expressed downfall on the 6 month mark what's with that eh? Sighhh:-]
keepontruckin Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 It's tough. My wife split about five months ago. I still had some downs here and there recently... However, this past weekend she had me served with divorce papers. As sad as it seems, it almost is a relief, to know she is finally done with me, and I can now stop focusing on any attempt to rebuild anything with her. It's human nature to want to fix things, and make them right, but we all have a point we reach when we realize that it's a lost cause... And then we can truly move on. Time is the key... Time fixes almost anything.
Heartbroken Eagle Posted September 11, 2013 Posted September 11, 2013 I can't believe just how badly the split has effected me. I thought I was emotionallly tough, but I can't even go grocery shopping or listen to the radio without breaking down in tears. I only feel strong when I have my son with me, but I can feel it drain away as soon as I return him to my ex. I want to go back to the old happy go lucky, optimistic me. I have the odd days when I feel good, but It does not last. I need to feel better soon. I thought after 6 months after BU I would be feeling better, but I'm just getting more and more bitter towards the ex for making me feel this way while she seems to be blissfully happy. And I just can't fully move on... 2
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