ruby77 Posted September 9, 2013 Posted September 9, 2013 Its been well over 5 months now. I dont even really miss him, I don't want him back yet this break up has messed me up so much. I started to feel good last week and thought I had turned a page but here I am again in the grip of anxiety, I just want to cry. I dont want to feel like this anymore but this is how it is now. Its never going to get better. Help me :-(
Brown-Eyez Posted September 9, 2013 Posted September 9, 2013 Hang in there, I know it sucks big time The only thing that seems to help me when I feel so blue is a quote I read somewhere on LS: "even storms run out of rain" so our storms of distress, anxiety, loneliness should pass..
steveT95 Posted September 9, 2013 Posted September 9, 2013 Are you the female version of me? Same situation here. Also struggling. It's always okay in the end. And if it's not okay? It's not the end.
mtnbiker3000 Posted September 9, 2013 Posted September 9, 2013 I totally feel you on this. I'm just about 6 months NC and I am so up and down still. I notice Sunday and Monday are the worst for me. As the week moves on, I feel better. I thought I would be feeling a lot better by now. I want to feel better. So sick of thinking about her, the RS and the BU. I don't want to waste anymore time on someone/something that treated me so poorly, especially at the end. This doesn't deserve any more of my energy. Just want to be done and move on with my life. So exhausting!!!
Author ruby77 Posted September 10, 2013 Author Posted September 10, 2013 Not that I would wish this on anyone but at least I am not alone in feeling like this. How long has it been for you all? Like putting a number on it will make it better. Im hoping that there is some sort of magic number, I will wake up at the 6 month mark and everything will be ok. I'm just so sick of it and I really think this is my life now. There is no coming back from this.
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