kayla01 Posted September 8, 2013 Posted September 8, 2013 (edited) Hey guys, my name is Kayla. I am new to this forum and any kind of advice would mean the world to me.. Me and my boyfriend have been going out for 2 years, we are both 18 and he is my first crush, my first love, my best friend and my soulmate.. weve known each other since elementary school.. these past 2 years have been the best years of my life. Being with him made me wake up with a smile every single morning. Unfortunately my father forced us to break up last month... I come from a very strict family, i was known as the quiet prude girl and ever since i was dating him my parents think i would have the reputation as a slut and the whole community would talk about me. My mom was ok with us dating but me and my boyfriend had our few downs and my father noticed me acting moody a few times.. He thought i was "changing" even though im still the same person. Now my boyfriend is respecting my fathers wishes and isn't talking to me. I miss him so much, i'm falling into a depression and i randomly cry. I try to hangout with my friends, i try to have fun.. but i just can't.. certain things remind me of him.. he promised me that we will end up back together and how he will never meet another girl like me.. but i am terrified.. i need him back, ill do anything, i love him so much.. I feel like im in a dark tunnel. My father didnt even get the chance to talk to him about us.. im 18 and i have the decision who i can date.. not my family.. i just want my boyfriend back in my life.. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Edited September 8, 2013 by kayla01
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