Viro12 Posted September 8, 2013 Posted September 8, 2013 (edited) Hey guys, Some of you read the letter that my ex gf sent me. I got angry and depressed over what she realized what she said. Today is not a new day, but I realized getting angry or depressed isn't going to get her back and would do absolutely nothing in helping me. I've always known that she's ambitious, and that often comes with being selfish. It is a part of of her personality I've always admired. I've now seen the worst of her and frankly I don't hate her. Sure it really hurts to know she loved me out of convenience not choice, but it's still something that I couldn't bring myself to hate her for. I accept that this is who she is and who she'll always be. I also accept that we will never be back together again. I wish that her decision is a correct one so she may find the happiness she needs. In time my feelings for her will fade, but I know that if she ever gets stuck somewhere in life vulnerable I would stick my arm out to help her again. I guess this is a bit doormat of me. However, I know that Ill never make the mistake in entering a relationship with her again. At least for me, I can't live by hating her. The fastest way to get her out of my mind is to wish her happiness down the road and wish that I find someone worthy to trust my heart to in the future. I'll go on in life as a better man and find my happiness. God bless everyone in this forum to heal and live on in finding their own happiness Edited September 8, 2013 by Viro12 1
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