stormer1092 Posted September 7, 2013 Posted September 7, 2013 I guess I'll start out with this.. Me and my GF just broke up a little over a month ago now and now the hard emotions are gone and talking with people I'm starting to understand what went wrong. We have been together for close to 4 years but this past year I've been suffering from depression. I was in denial pretty much saying "it will go away" or "i can do it on my own" which I was wrong. I realize this now. But in hindsight I also see that her mood changed as well which I did not see at the time. Again Denial. But since the breakup she's told me she hasn't been happy the past year. So why is it that when I go through a rough part in my life she all of a sudden becomes unhappy? I'm guessing its that she's codependent. It makes sense because not even a month after the breakup she's already with another guy. Yea nice right? But she blames ME for everything and says I wasn't there for her. I want to say "well maybe if you were there for meee and didn't get all sad when I can't make you happy 24/7 it wouldn't of happened" but I don't. She doesn't believe that I was depressed either. I mean how can she be so damn blind! The sad thing is, I still love her but she won't even hear me out because she's to busy with this other rebound guy. She hurt me so bad and yet I would still take her back. I've done no contact, got a new job, and became social again. I'm working on my depression and yet my head is messed up right now. In the worst way I just want to say a big **** YOU and goodbye don't ever see me again but I know that's not what I want.
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