Betterthanthis13 Posted September 5, 2013 Posted September 5, 2013 Caution... bitter and vague. What's the point? Why have hope? Why stay positive and be sensible and do the right thing? Why try? It seems like the people who do a stellar job of screwing things up get coddled and babied and get all the help they could possibly want. But if you try hard and actually care about doing the right thing you might as well be an alien from outer space. People just don't give a flying f*ck. maybe my standards are too high. I can't take it. I give up. I'll probably change my mind by morning but right now I'm so pissed off at the ridiculous **** I stupidly listened to for 5 minutes earlier today from my xbf I can't think straight.
todreaminblue Posted September 5, 2013 Posted September 5, 2013 hey betterthan this it is easy to give up......harder to have hope and keep it alive its a battle when you are struggling to keep it and people are screwing up and getting the support that you the forever hopeful dont get......smilin....this is for you..... a poem for betterthan this hope never flies far, it will come back to where you are, its like bright lights and shooting stars, it warms your heart when love departs, there are people who dont have hope, and when trials come they just cant cope, so they screw up and make a mess, then those who with hope are blessed, have to rush and clean up but i digress, i meant to tell you this and send it with a hug and a kiss, i wish all the hope you need your way, and hope(lol) you have a blue sky kinda day, never give up and try to stay sane, theres always a rainbow after the rain, there is always some kind of deep blue rippling high tide, when you are low and in no one you can confide, there's a rainbow colored kite for you, its called hope and its there to get you through....(this poem is a first write so its rough and rugged wrote it in three minutes....written with the best intentions though)...;0)...deborah 1
Silly_Girl Posted September 5, 2013 Posted September 5, 2013 Why? So you will have peace in your heart, and everything in your head will be 'just right'. Life is so much less of a battle when you walk YOUR line. 2
Author Betterthanthis13 Posted September 5, 2013 Author Posted September 5, 2013 hey betterthan this it is easy to give up......harder to have hope and keep it alive its a battle when you are struggling to keep it and people are screwing up and getting the support that you the forever hopeful dont get......smilin....this is for you..... a poem for betterthan this hope never flies far, it will come back to where you are, its like bright lights and shooting stars, it warms your heart when love departs, there are people who dont have hope, and when trials come they just cant cope, so they screw up and make a mess, then those who with hope are blessed, have to rush and clean up but i digress, i meant to tell you this and send it with a hug and a kiss, i wish all the hope you need your way, and hope(lol) you have a blue sky kinda day, never give up and try to stay sane, theres always a rainbow after the rain, there is always some kind of deep blue rippling high tide, when you are low and in no one you can confide, there's a rainbow colored kite for you, its called hope and its there to get you through....(this poem is a first write so its rough and rugged wrote it in three minutes....written with the best intentions though)...;0)...deborah Thank you so much. I love the poem. I'm going to turn it into a drawing or painting and pay it forward and give it to someone else. 1
acrosstheuniverse Posted September 5, 2013 Posted September 5, 2013 I promise you, as somebody who thought she could never even begin to heal from the pain of my ex leaving me, that time heals. You will feel better eventually. You just need to take care of yourself in the meantime and do things for yourself, surround yourself with people who love you, and go no contact! 1
Author Betterthanthis13 Posted September 5, 2013 Author Posted September 5, 2013 I promise you, as somebody who thought she could never even begin to heal from the pain of my ex leaving me, that time heals. You will feel better eventually. You just need to take care of yourself in the meantime and do things for yourself, surround yourself with people who love you, and go no contact! Thank u yes no contact is the ONLY way. I have proven that beyond a reasonable doubt as of yesterday
Author Betterthanthis13 Posted September 5, 2013 Author Posted September 5, 2013 Why? So you will have peace in your heart, and everything in your head will be 'just right'. Life is so much less of a battle when you walk YOUR line. Thank you. I'm so tired of this particular battle. I just want it to go away. Two steps forward and one step back I guess! Hmmm at least I'm still on my own line. 2
Author Betterthanthis13 Posted September 5, 2013 Author Posted September 5, 2013 Now that I have had some sleep. This is what happened. Yesterday xbf showed up at my house looking for a remote he said he left behind. It was a bad day. The 5 minutes he was here was fine, no drama or anything... But obviously he didn't come here for his stated purpose, he wanted to talk. It caught me off guard. I told him I was busy and just getting ready to leave. He gave me a hug and he left. Then he texted me the rest of the day. It's my fault for opening the door and not having my roommate take care of it like I should have. After reading some of his texts, which I also shouldn't have done, I responded, explaining as nicely as possible that while I don't hate him, I would have to be a masochistic nutjob to want to have him as a partner, and to please leave me alone because it is really hard for me to see him or talk to him. That didn't go over well. He said he was just trying to be friendly and that I was a psycho and and that I shouldn't get my hopes up. I SHOULDN'T GET MY HOPES UP Wtf????????????????????? I can not wait for the day I am completely indifferent. I'm mad at myself for letting him get to me AGAIN
TheGuard13 Posted September 5, 2013 Posted September 5, 2013 I promise you, as somebody who thought she could never even begin to heal from the pain of my ex leaving me, that time heals. This. If you let it. You have to be able to learn from and remember the past without dwelling on the pain, and to look to the present and the future. 3
todreaminblue Posted September 5, 2013 Posted September 5, 2013 Thank you so much. I love the poem. I'm going to turn it into a drawing or painting and pay it forward and give it to someone else. i dotn think i have ever smiled wider reading a return post to me what a beautiful thing for you to do ....and to say to me...thankyou heartfelt....from deb 1
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