kayjay85 Posted August 31, 2013 Posted August 31, 2013 Ok so ive been split up from my ex of 4 years for 10 weeks now. We were talked about getting married planning a family all of that. In the beginning it was very hard i didnt wanna move on i thought my life was over didnt eat didnt sleep begged pleaded. You all know what i mean. So today it just came to me i no longer wanted to be with my ex. Not that he wanted to get back with me but its made it easier. One of the main problems after the split was how his mum and sister treated me and i thought to myself would i really want to be back with him and have these people in my life. Who treated me absolutely terrible after the split. I was already suffering with depression and the split made it worse then they would be two faced about me saying nice things to me but horrible things to other people. Then i realised had i even been thinking about my ex. I was so busy getting my business running and looking after myself. Hair cut new clothes make up. I felt great. I still sort of miss him or i know something is missing but im not crying. I am no longer that emotional wreck. So to everyone out there who thinks the world has ended well think again. Im not saying i am fully over it but every day is getting better. You may not believe it now even i didnt. Like i said its only been 10 weeks i thought it would take longer but i always knew i was a strong person. I am not about to waste any more time on people who dont care. If they dont want to be in my life then i will happily open that door for them to walk out!! Tonight im going to bed happy and i know in time it will happen for you too. 2
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