Bad day

[redkangaroo]

I met a girl in March this year, and we were dating for two months, then I went abroad and we were in long distance relationship for three months, was going to come back and see her in the end of September. I know that it's not real relationship, I just liked the feeling to have someone to talk to, since I wasn't looking for anyone here anyway.

 

We talked daily, and then it started to go out. We didn't communicate for a week, so today I wrote her that I'm sorry and our connection didn't survive the distance. She wrote me she is sorry too, so today it ended.

 

Been in a bad mood because of that I looked through the profile of another girl, my ex, and found out she is getting married. She is the only girl I ever loved and even though I haven't heard from her for half a year, it broke my heart. What a day.

 

I am fed with all this romantic stuff. I'm starting my business these days and I think I will make it my new obsession, girls will wait. I don't want any relations.

[unexpectedlyhere]

Often bad days get worse because we indulge in negative behaviour (like checking your ex's social media), or because we get tough news when we're already weak. Sorry you had one of those.

 

It's great that you have something to throw yourself into though.

[mea_M]

Red, We all have bad days its the unpleasant part of life. But, try to look at it liks this.Not every day is good, but there is something good in everyday. And its true. It may be the smallest of things but its there. Sometimes we just need to look for it. Chin up. Keep on keeping.

 

Mea :-)

[redkangaroo]

Thank you for your support everyone. I just have one more thought, it is unbelievable how self-centered I am, talking about the girl I mentioned first.

 

I decided that I need my business more then her, that's why I didn't call her for a week, hoping I will have a chance not to go to see her in a month, as I promised. Now, when it worked, I am hurt that I'm so easily forgotten