crazybestie101 Posted August 28, 2013 Posted August 28, 2013 me and my ex dated for 3 months . It was brief but we were very close. Everything was just great , we never argued . Felt like everything came into place naturally and we are soul mates. i always have this thinking that if i am dating a guy , i am definitely in it for something very long term , possibly marriage . While seeing how great things were. Where as him as a guy always affraid of commitment . He never wanted to commit to me , he thought he will loose his freedom . So slowly slowly he started being distant , ignored my messages. Out of blue he told me " we should stop dating , i think i am loosing interest here . And blamed me for so many things . I think some one might have brainwahsed him because i know he was so sweet guy and always listed to what i said . i tried telling him many times that we need to talk , we can work things out but i think he had already made up his mind .I was heart broken , not knowing what went wrong. Then he insisted being his friend . I obviously had feelings for him so i turned down then i went back again to be friend. ( My mistake). Friendship wasnt easy for me but somehow managed . One day he added some random girl . Stupid me asked him why did you add that girl. I know we are not dating any more but i always had feeling for him . He got pissed and deleted me off every where . after 3 months from our break up he deleted me . I felt like some one threw me from 9th floor. i was like enough . One day i mean everything to him , now he is treating me like this because i still have feelings for him ... Whyy??? some how we started talking again after i text him once but he wasnt ready to add me back on any where. Well , i clearly told him that i am not looking for any friendship based on condition , i will prefer to walk out . Then he again some how convinced me to continue frienship. Then my bday came .guess what he did he only texted me happy bday. The reason i was mad here because i really thought he will call me on my bday while thinking kind of bonding once we shared . It was my first bday after break up. I did so much for this guy on his bday. Here its my bday , he didnt even took 5 min out of his life to wish me . I mean how hard it was. Also , prior to week of my bday he did 2 hr discussion with me about bday. This made me believe that unlike other ex he still cares about my. My whole bday went in crying and regretting but nothing besides text from him. i was devastated. I told him exactly how i felt due to his behavior . from then on he never replied to any of my message . Last week he came up and told me he wants to end everything with me and he is not interested in me any more. Throught this time , i was never able to understand what this guy even wanted from me . I think in my every action he was trying to find way to get away with me while putting blames on me . This guy also gave me good amount of silent treatment. I hate this guy so much. I even told him in my last message that even though i will miss you but i will never forgive you. He never replied. I am in college senior , close to graduation but feels like i can never get my life together. I am lost and think that i will never find this chemistry with other guy. In conclusion , yes i still have feeling for this guy even though he treated me like crap. I chased him all time .if not relation , still want to be friends. But i think he doesnt want listen to me. I feel like to kill myself , i want him to listen to me i want to have heart to heart talk but he just keeps ignoring me .. What to do?? please help. please dont be rude , dont just say " move on" i do want to get in touch with my ex in future so deleting him off completely is not the case..
Sparkle304 Posted August 28, 2013 Posted August 28, 2013 "I hate this guy so much" Um, I'm confused. Why do you want contact with some guy you hate?
Author crazybestie101 Posted August 28, 2013 Author Posted August 28, 2013 @ Sparkle304 , I think even though i hate this guy , i still have feelings left for him . Atleast i do want to be friends with him in near future..
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