mcfcjay Posted August 24, 2013 Posted August 24, 2013 Right ive already made a thread here once but i feel i need to vent some feelings again!! To cut a long story short me and my ex were together 3 years, didnt have the best of break ups but after it we spoke sometimes and slept together a couple of times. All of a sudden she changes her number and deletes me of facebook, being hit with this all of a sudden i freaked, spoke to her on a friends facebook and it turns out she started meeting someone and didnt want to "ruin it before it began". I was furious at this obviously as i thought we were getting back together due to us meeting up and having sex often etc... Few weeks go by, i ask her to meet up with me on friday (last week) and she agrees, we meet, speak and laugh have a few beers and have a great time together, then she left to go town with her cousin on a night out. Later that night we met up in town and she seemed so in love with me, we ended up leaving together sleeping together and she finally gave me her number, the night was pure magic she seemed so in love, cried when she talked about our relationship and started cuddling me. Two days after or so she starts saying she has nothing there for me anymore (i never believe her when she says this as we have split quite a few times and its always the first thing she says, then a week later she says she loves me). This was a shock to me and i was madly confused and didnt know what to think, she ****ed my head right up. I asked her what she was up to this weekend, she said going out with friends saturday and babysitting sunday, i was like well what about friday and she didnt want to tell me... Finally i got it out of her she was meeting up with this guy for a drink, this would be their third meeting. I was furious obviously, now friday comes... My cousin lives at her house with her sister, she begins ignoring me, 12am comes i phone my cousin and ask if shes home... She wasnt home and infact was in blackpool with this guy (a good hour and half away) and was sleeping over!!! in a hotel i assume... She told me she was staying athome so to hear this was ****ing sickening, this was lastnight, shes still not back now so i assume they are spending the full weekend there, she hasnt replied to one text ive sent i think ive gone a bit overboard and sent way to many texts to her, many of them very hurtful towards her, probably not the best idea i know... Now... From my point of view there is not a chance they have not had sex, i mean... Surely they have they must have!! Its making me crazy why lie to me i wasnt bothered she was meeting someone when she told me i wasnt happy but i cudnt argue with it because its been two months since we split!! Why did she lie to me, why did she meet up with me, why did she seem so in love... Is she completely over me?? Or is this GIGS?? Do you reckon if i go NC from now (im certain she will text when she isnt with him)... She will come begging back? (She will get told where to go, believe me, im no second choice).
Author mcfcjay Posted August 24, 2013 Author Posted August 24, 2013 Im gonna feel horrible up until the point i find out shes home now, but in my head shes a little scruffy slag now ew ive lost all respect for her and it seems shes lost all respect for herself.
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