lifeboy Posted November 11, 2004 Posted November 11, 2004 so here i am. just rocking out to phish all night. i am so sick of my idiotic ex and right now i am feeling good. i landed my first real job at an outstanding firm, i am about to jam friday with two sick musicians (hopefully the start of a rockin band), and i am just trying to get out with old friends and move the heck on. i miss her to death, but she is just miss holier than though ivy league fool (who didnt even get in on her own merit...her daddy had to convince the dean of admissions to let her in after she was rejected as a transfer student). i am feeling good; but am sure the good vibes will soon die. so i am just letting it out for now until she bums me out again. by the way i have been doing complete, thorough NC for over a month and she hasnt tried to contact me in the past 2 weeeks. it kind of bums me out but whatever, she can have fun with her new ivy league boys who are just obviously so much better than me. i am out to prove that i can dominate without her. i can rock out and make loads of dough and attract other women that will love me just as much as she ever did. and i will love them back and give them the world if they give me the chance. thanks for listening to my rant. peace!
MiuKiel Posted November 12, 2004 Posted November 12, 2004 Man, you sound so energetic and upbeat about it.. I wish I lived nextdoor to you.. we'd be jammin; out every night after work! (I drum!) Good for you, and keep up communication with a community like this.. it helps.
BlueLP Posted November 12, 2004 Posted November 12, 2004 Keep feeling good man, and if you do have any setbacks just view them as that...setbacks that are to be expected. You're showing yourself now that you can be happy, and you can make it through the bad. You'll be up and down, but you're headed toward an end of up
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