may_girl Posted August 23, 2013 Posted August 23, 2013 Here I am, 100 days later. Feelings? I don't know, I never thought I would get here, let alone feel this good. He is a distant memory, a part of my past, a fading and passing thought. I was a little miffed that I hadn't heard from him or received any breadcrumbs during my NC faze, it made me think he was forgetting me. But I realize this is simply because I wanted an ego boost - I wanted for him to see what he is missing out on and come crawling back. This is nothing but a delusion and I have come to realize - who really cares if he comes back? I wouldn't want him anyway. I know he remembers me for the dignified, non-desperate person I was and I want to keep it that way, hence the long period of NC. I was the lowest I had ever been at the start of the break up. And here I am now, feeling better than ever. It is possible for everyone, just believe in yourself and love yourself and you're well on your way. Keep your dignity and do not beg. That is the way you want to be remembered. Any advice I am happy to help May Girl 8
lalalovekay Posted August 23, 2013 Posted August 23, 2013 You give me so much hope. Its been 5 days for me and im dying I want him back more than anything
templeofmax Posted August 24, 2013 Posted August 24, 2013 Good for you my friend. I broke 60 days of NC today, for nothing really as no reply was given. Well, start again I guess and stop counting. I think the counting screws me up, eventually one has to stop counting. Oh, its been 45 years, 2 months, 3 days , 4 hours, 3 mins and 2 secs of no contact!!! Right?
amtz Posted August 24, 2013 Posted August 24, 2013 Good job! 5 days to me as well and I feel like ****!
lalalovekay Posted August 24, 2013 Posted August 24, 2013 Good job! 5 days to me as well and I feel like ****! Same boat.
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