Red Wolverine Posted August 24, 2013 Posted August 24, 2013 How could you have attraction if you are mourning the loss of MM? Why do some women do this to men they date? The poor guy has no clue you are pining for MM. I know this wasn't directed at me but... In my situation, I thought about xMM when I was getting ready. It reminded me of how excited I used to get when he was coming over or we were going on a trip. It was a shoulda, coulda, woulda moment. I don't have those very often and I quickly stopped thinking about it. From that point forward, it was all about the new man. I reveled in being out in a public place and paying zero attention to who saw us. I enjoyed him talking about future things we could do, not "if only or someday." I felt normal. In retrospect, as much as I loved xMM, nothing about our relationship felt normal because it was all conditional on a future that was dependent on his marriage. Just writing that shows me how ridiculous it was. Again, never again. 1
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