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Day Four of NC - I feel like I'm coming off drugs :(


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Hi Everyone, I'm new here. My boyfriend and I broke up almost two months ago. Since then, I've found an excuse to call him just about every week. This time, though, I haven't reached out to him for four days. I've deleted my FB and created a different one (not sure why, just felt productive). It's the first full 24 hours of not looking at his FB page, either (I hate the word FB stalking, but really, it is what it is). I feel like I'm not going to make it.

 

He's already gone back to his ex long-distance girlfriend and another girl (not sure the relationship dynamic there) moved in with him a few weeks ago (this is why it can be hard to have mutual friends, you are able to get this information although you don't need to hear it).

 

He wasn't like that when we were together. He was very much a loner. I guess he's distracting himself but enough about him. I feel like I'm seriously withdrawing from crack or something. Grrrr....I don't want to call him, contact him, reach out to him...Part of this is that I've been laid off from my job so I have lots of time to sit and think. Grrr....I'm better than this. Help?

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I was reluctant to respond because, how am i, someone who's feeling just as crappy as you, supposed to help. I want happiness just as much as you do, i think im feeling those withdrawal thingies too. cant sleep at night, cant stop sleeping, i never want to do anything, im dying slowly. I hate him for being so happy and even looking for something new online, days after the break up, im sorry, i feel your pain though

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