FearingTEN Posted August 22, 2013 Posted August 22, 2013 I know that I shouldn't love my girlfriend anymore. But I do very much. No natter how much she hurt me, I can't get over her one bit. I love her so much. You may call me crazy, but I am so inlove with this woman despite her betrayal against me. Me & her were together for 2 and a half years. She began crushing on a another guy a year into it, which caused us to have alot of arguments. These arguments led to her breaking up with me and dating this other guy 2 weeks later. I know that what she did was wrong. But I also know that the woman I fell inlove with is still in there somewhere. I do not know if this is a rebound guy or not (considering that she said she loved him and got super committed with this guy a week into the relationship) , but I know for certain that I love this girl to death. Yea, I am VERY angry at what she did. At times when I feel like crying, I just begin to think about how much she betrayed me and that she lost a very loving boyfriend. But other times I remember the good times we had and how much I absolutly love and adore her. I know that I must move on. Wether she comes back or not, I must move on because its for the better and crying everyday won't do anything. Its been 2 months since our breakup & a month and a half since she went out with this guy. It kills me everyday from morning to night. Sometimes to the point of full on breaking out in tears almost everynight. She tells me how much she loves him and that I should leave her alone. Yesterday was the start of my no contact Yes, I would LOVE her back. But in this circumstances, I don't know if that is possible. And there really isn't anything else to do but to move on. If she comes back, then she comes back. But if she doesn't, I'm hoping that I have moved on already and forgot about her. My question is.. How can I cope with this. How can I somehow stop loving her ? Stop thinking about her? Stop being SOOO attracted to her? And most importantly, stop wanting her back? Anything will help. Thanks guys.
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