frederickkk Posted August 22, 2013 Posted August 22, 2013 so, the restraining order still stands. i was going to go to a gig tonight where a good friend of mine was playing i chose not to, she couldve been there, and knowing how trigger happy she is with calling the cops, i didnt fancy any more bs. if anyone has seen clockwork orange, the very thought of seeing her gives me some sort of of sickly illness feeling. all i want is for her to say yes, and i havent seen her since easter weekend. thats a long time. im faced with having to move on. but to what? there are millions of women in the world, and im struggling to understand how she, if she has, can move on so quickly i lie here writing this, and there is no trolling here. im genuinely fked from the whole experience. ive been out tonight trying to drink out the pain. i can safely say im booking a flight abroad, probably thailand for two months, then australia, moving on, if thats what it is, im going. this girl has fked me up in unimaginable ways sorry for ranting O
Xiphias92 Posted August 22, 2013 Posted August 22, 2013 so, the restraining order still stands. i was going to go to a gig tonight where a good friend of mine was playing i chose not to, she couldve been there, and knowing how trigger happy she is with calling the cops, i didnt fancy any more bs. if anyone has seen clockwork orange, the very thought of seeing her gives me some sort of of sickly illness feeling. all i want is for her to say yes, and i havent seen her since easter weekend. thats a long time. im faced with having to move on. but to what? there are millions of women in the world, and im struggling to understand how she, if she has, can move on so quickly i lie here writing this, and there is no trolling here. im genuinely fked from the whole experience. ive been out tonight trying to drink out the pain. i can safely say im booking a flight abroad, probably thailand for two months, then australia, moving on, if thats what it is, im going. this girl has fked me up in unimaginable ways sorry for ranting O Drinking ain't gonna solve the problem, Good thing you didn't go, you're keeping distance. Don't understand her actions anymore, leave the pieces on the floor and move on! Going to Thailand & Australia? Good! You probably couldn't have done that with her anyways, get out there and leave the bad vibes behind 1
Renard99 Posted August 23, 2013 Posted August 23, 2013 so, the restraining order still stands. i was going to go to a gig tonight where a good friend of mine was playing i chose not to, she couldve been there, and knowing how trigger happy she is with calling the cops, i didnt fancy any more bs. if anyone has seen clockwork orange, the very thought of seeing her gives me some sort of of sickly illness feeling. all i want is for her to say yes, and i havent seen her since easter weekend. thats a long time. im faced with having to move on. but to what? there are millions of women in the world, and im struggling to understand how she, if she has, can move on so quickly i lie here writing this, and there is no trolling here. im genuinely fked from the whole experience. ive been out tonight trying to drink out the pain. i can safely say im booking a flight abroad, probably thailand for two months, then australia, moving on, if thats what it is, im going. this girl has fked me up in unimaginable ways sorry for ranting O What do you move on to?....... anything! You said it yourself, there are millions of other women out there. If you're not ready for that you can move on to a new job, a new life, a new circle of friends, new hobbies. You can, quite literally, move on to whatever to you want. As to why she's moved on, well, again, you say it yourself. Just as there are millions of other women, there are also millions of other men, and, given the fact that it's been over a year now, there is every chance that she's done exactly what you have been refusing to do and picked up her life, found out what she wants in life and gone back out there to find it. You need to start making that break away from what happened. A trip away would be a good start.
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