Lovemaryjane Posted August 19, 2013 Posted August 19, 2013 My gf n I broke up after eight months. It was 2 days ago. We used to live in Seattle. It was because she's gonna live in DC n I'm going to Miami. She was my high school sweetheart and my first true love. And I was her high school crush lol We even lived together after our first month for the whole school year n so on... We even raised a kitty The sex was amazing and we had the best memories and times of our lives. I was thinking to break it off since the beginning after the school year cuz I can't do long distance lol Not in a city with many sexy women, cuz I hate cheating n would never do it. but then I fell too deep in love and lost my mind for a bit. I tried to drop miami to live with her back in Seattle. however she had more family + $$$ support in DC and basically no $ back home so it was best for the both of us. Plus i had a scholarship to miami and comm college is a bad idea for a ambitious chef like me who wants to work in fine dining. She ended it with a "I love you" and then just cut me off. At first I was confused and angry but then I remembered why I was gonna break it off and apologized to her. then i basically made it a mutual break up. I'm happy n almost over her already cuz I found myself. I realized that the grass is greener for us if we just separated We both wanted that college experience n it was meant to be from the start. So im keeping my head up, nothing lasts forever. Ill be grateful for the amazing girl that i had and just live happily. That's what she wants for me, and i'll always be a part of her life in thought or maybe even more. She'll think about me all the time, I know it. And if it was true love, then she'll come back someday to me after all is said and done. But I won't keep my hopes up or I'll just hurt myself more. Surprises are way better anyways! Ill be confident and think about all the other beautiful women that could make me just as happy! This beautiful girl was just part of the process in my journey to find my ultimate love, and it might even be her! but Life is too short and precious to mourn. So I'm going NC, n not expecting anything. Ill become the best person I can be and feel blessed for the opportunity of life. Many others don't even get to live long enough to be able to experience love, real talk. if she came back then great, if not then another hottie dime will be the one for me. That's the mind of a playa, but one that also knows how to treat his girl like a princess as well. This is best for both of us. But **** what can I say, this break up wasn't even close as bad as a lot of others. I'm a lucky kid and **** dude I just turned 18! Plus I got my other girl Mary Jane she treats me real good too
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