Cutlose Posted August 19, 2013 Posted August 19, 2013 He didn't love me, if he did we wouldn't be at this point. I hope I never have to see his face again and be hurt by the look he gives me. I hope I never have to feel his hands around my neck telling me he'll kill me. I hope he understands love has nothing to do with this. For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son, sacrifices must always be made. This is day 2 of nc and I've been crying all day. I feel like there's someone else that will take my place. Someone else will get the thing I've given my all to. It's mine I should have it. Or maybe I need to let go to gain better. I'm tired.but I just want the strength to know I will strive through this.
lovesucks76 Posted August 19, 2013 Posted August 19, 2013 No type of abuse is EVER ok....sorry you had to endure the pain but you should know that you would probably benefit from talking to a counselor and dealing with this in a healthy way. No excuse for abuse, NONE! You will find someone who loves you just the way you are! 1
Author Cutlose Posted August 19, 2013 Author Posted August 19, 2013 THANKKK you, it makes me feel like I'm alone now, but I rather it be like this.
lovesucks76 Posted August 19, 2013 Posted August 19, 2013 Always better to be alone that to be with an abuser. They are sick people. You don't want to get sick, do you? than stay away from him please. BTW, You are never alone. We are here for each other, right? This is a community of people who are hurting so you're definitely not alone. It will get better with time but you need to stay strong now because you need to take care of YOU first. Forget about him, not worth your time anymore. It's about YOU now!
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