confusedatthispoint Posted August 15, 2013 Posted August 15, 2013 After being together for a year and a half almost..My GF or well, Ex nowadays? broke up with me. Reasons why : She was depressed, I fell into depression without being aware of it. I became an animal pretty much. Jelous,obsessed & constantly fighting over things that didn't matter. I lost lots of confidence and just not the one she fell for. That strong guy was gone. She's a very emotional girl. She didn't say 'we're done'. All she said was I need to be alone. I didn't really leave her alone..I kept texting her / calling her, and she didn't respond a single time, just when I called her from my workphone. As soon as she heard my voice she started crying, got very emotional & said that she planned on calling me and she was in a rush to hang up because she really couldn't talk to me. I did write a letter to her which she did read about how I felt and I apologized for my behaviour etc. She blocked me on Instagram, she removed all our common pictures & she started following & liking other guys on Instagram ( not that it really matters ) nor am I jelous. As long as she's happy I won't complain. I do really love her & I think of her lots..she's on my mind everyday & that makes me think whether I'm on her mind or not? My life is going pretty good at this point. I'm healthy, work is going fine, my relationship towards my family became better after this seperation with her. First week was hell.. I didn't eat much, didn't sleep much..I was just thinking about her and all my mistakes. Really shouldn't take things for granted, but I do think that she still loves me & that can be a reason on why she's avoiding me? I need all the help I can get
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